rachel chan wai yue

又来！！失眠！！

2010-08-17T22:39:00.001+08:00

今天。。。
去学校，只为了交sketch book 和 MV报告~~~

十点后。。。
就完全没事做。。。

和阿冰，还有Lloyd打算去食堂吃东西。。。
可是，到半路。。
看到我们班的小甜他们在Pondok赶报告。。。
我们也跑过去凑凑热闹。。一坐，好像是做到整整十一点。。

过后，我们就去食堂吃东西咯。。。
饿了一整个早上，终于可以吃我的早餐咯。。。

过后，阿冰说要和Habby去唱K。。。
我又觉得很闷~~
SMS阿敏，问她要不要去看戏还是唱歌什么的。。。
怎知~~~
打给她，她不接。。
简讯，不回！！
肯定还没醒！！！！
拜托~~几点了？？？

过后，我和Lloyd决定要去Wangsa Walk看戏。。。
看什么呢？？？

《恋爱通告》！！

哇。。。
我，Lloyd, Ben, WaiJing, KhingMun 全部一起去。。。
本来说阿敏是要跟的啦。。。

可是，我只能说她重色轻友！！！
为了她的某人。。。
竟然放我飞机！！！！！

周敏！！！
下次你请我！！！

哈哈。。。

《恋爱通告》不错看啦~~~~
至少，是王力宏当导演的第一步作品。。。
还蛮好看的~~好笑。。。

然后我在想。。。
我的第一步作品。。几时呢？？
应该还好遥远哦。。。。

回到家后。。。
我竟然，开始觉得想睡。。。
我失眠了两个星期多。。。
累是有啦~~
不过，没有睡意。。。

那是我还以为我要成仙了。。

所以，我快快冲凉。。
爬上床。。。
正当，我要睡着的时候。。。
某人打给我。。。
睡意消失！！！

不用说。。那个某人。。就是他！！！
一个我想忘掉，去忘不掉的他~~

现在。。
我又在想着他的事。。。
一步一步向厨房走去。。泡咖啡。。。

失眠的夜晚。。。除了看戏。。。写部落格。。
发呆。。想他。。
还有什么？？？

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/huiruchen31/11991156

又来！！失眠！！

2010-08-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

责任

2010-07-23T18:18:00.000+08:00

身为一个学生，最重要的责任是念好自己的书。。。

而我，学院生，理所当然的，我的责任是搞好自己的学业，顺利毕业，继续升学，然后出社会做工。
当然，如果，有别的社团职位，我也务必要把自己的责任搞好。

现在的我，除了是个学生以外，我还是SWC委员和合唱团的秘书。。。
这几天，我们的assignment和presentation多得是，而且还是必须在这星期里交上去。。
所以我和我的组员，都必须留下来一起做assignment。。。

就这样，我一个星期没有去合唱团的练习了。。
可是！我有告诉老师我不能去练习和原因。。
我也有把会员名单交给我的副社长。
所以，我认为，我的责任已经做到！

然而，有人打电话给我，说为什么我不来，说我不负责任，说“你有你的assignment，我有我的assignment，你可以不用来，就丢下一切不管。”
我听了这句话，我心想：对！！你有你的assignment，我也有！！！可是，你的assignment不同我的assignment。我的是需要整组来一起做的！！！没错，你也是要整组一起做，可是你有你的难度，我也有我的难度！！我们是必须要出去外面做的！你以为拍照很容易！！！

后来，我和一位朋友传简讯。。我问他，如果我放弃那个位置和责任，会怎样？？
他说，我凡事都要以学业为重，课外的，不是说放着一边不管，也不能说要把时间完全放下去。如果时间真的配合不到，我就必须放弃！毕竟学生的责任，除了念书，还是念书！！
他还说，我必须把学业还是课外的放在第一，我自己必须清楚。因为，到最后，不是责任的问题了。

看了他的简讯后，我心想，如果我还是不能和他们配合，他们不能体谅我的话，我会放弃！
我已经不是以前的我了，我不会强逼自己配合你们下去。因为，我没有必要把伪装我自己很开心的在你们面前拿着这个职位那么辛苦。
不要再逼我！我随时可以把一切东西丢下不管！我做得到！

做人

2010-07-14T17:39:00.002+08:00

做人难道就不能老老实实的吗？？？

为什么我每天都要戴着一副面具做人呢？？

每天，我看到那些我很讨厌很不爽的人，却要带着一副笑脸去面对他们！！！

这样子很累！！！

我已经尽量不想去遇到他们了。。。可是他们每天都会自动的出现在我的眼前。。。

而他们出现时，往往都是我心情不好的时候！！！我该怎样办？

我不理他们，他们就给我脸色看！！！

现在你们是我的谁？？为什么我要笑着对你们？？？

Emo!! Unhappy and Stressfull!

2010-07-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

Now, is the week 8 of the semester in my study... Which means, the assignment submission and mid-term is coming! So, far, my assignments are doing well like the photography and broadcast writing.. Just the drama problem... Mid-term, is just only the communication law exam, which is going to ask about Defamation all that kind of stupid slander....

For me, on the other hand is my event, Orientation Odyssey Night 2010 is coming this sunday!!! Wow... What i feel is excited and confused...

Excited is of course the day for the finalist and committee is coming...

But for the stuff confusing me is all my assignment is in this week!!! and also the communication law mid-term.

There is one thing i did notice... I really want to thanks and say sorry to my group member of assignments for understanding my situation for not really helping much in the assignments.... Thanks a lot... But, I notice that my small little family are like getting further and further away from me.... Every thing happen is just don't want to let me know....

Some of them who is really understand me like my darling... they will know that when I get stress or anything else... i will be very very emotional... And I am a person who is very straight and i understand others people feeling very bad. I am very bad in understanding other people feeling.

That is what make me scared if I make other people angry or what... I am always getting emotional if I make my friends angry and dislike me... Like today... I notice that my small little family is trying to cover up something from me, I feel like being abandon. but I does not want to ask them...

I really don't know what to do with it.. I always hope that if I make did anything wrong, my friends will talk to me directly. I will always accept it openly....

What should I do now???

Anyway... I will now concentrate on the assignments, and mid-term.. and also OO Nite....

近况~~~

2010-04-13T13:34:00.002+08:00

好久没有写部落格了~~~
今天，非常的得空，所以。。。就跑回来写部落格啦~~~

很快的，从新年到现在，又过了一个学期。。。
回想一下，这个学期我做了什么事情。。

这个学期，我开始戴隐形眼镜。。。哈哈~~
被班上的同学们，从蒙古公主的称号，换取希腊女人了。。。
哈哈~

过后，开始投入上课，虽然只有两科，可是一科是Full Course Work, 一课又要去背~~唉~~很累咧。。。

然后我又要去忙我的活动。。。mini unplugged 6, society day, 和 OO nite.. 哇老。。。会累死啊~~~

这段期间，我学会了放松，安排时间。。当然，我也认识了一班很要好的朋友，可以说是家人了~~~

每当我跟他们出去玩的时候，我会很开心~~会很自然的把所有的不开心何烦恼忘掉。。。
渐渐的，我发现。。。

你们已经是我生命中的一份子了。。。

我爱你们~~~

（图片，请去我的facebook看~~~线路不好，上传不到~~谢啦~~）

新年快乐～～

2010-02-22T21:34:00.002+08:00

今年的农历新年。。。可以说是特别的热闹～～～
我家人，小舅一家都像往常一样。。回家乡过年～～
可是今年。。。我的三姨一家也回来了。。。。
好热闹哦。。。

更让我意想不到的是。。。我澳洲哪里的姨婆，大表舅，二表舅和表姨，都带着自己的家人回来了。。。我好高兴哦。。。感觉好像回到童年的我。。被一大堆人宠爱着。唯一变了是我长大了，还有每个人都结婚生子了。。。我也都变成表姐了～～～

虽然我当表姐不是第一天的事，可是面对着几只好久不见的洋人表弟妹们，刚觉好奇怪。。。
我的不懂排第几的小表弟 Jeffred，才2岁。。好可爱哦。。。蓝色的外国人眼睛。。哈哈，当然嘛，他爸爸，我表姨丈是澳洲人。。。难怪会那么帅～～～

感觉上，我外公家好久好久都没那么热闹了。。。
突然感觉好温暖。。。当然也感到开心～～因为我的红包又多了很多很多～～～

而且，团年饭也好热闹～～～所有的长辈们坐在一起谈天吃饭～
而我们‘小孩’们，也坐在一起吃喝玩乐。。。

令我最最最开心的是，我以前以前喜欢/仰慕的一个哥哥也回来了。。。
他变帅了，变高了，变成熟了。。。
吃完饭后，我们两个带着我的外国表弟去散步。。。
感觉好开心～～有一家人的感觉。。。

晚上，我和我的表舅们和表姨，表哥们坐在一起聊天喝酒。。
我们聊起小时候的往事。。。觉得时间过得好快好快，一转眼我们几个小瓜都长大了。。。
可是我们还是和以前一样，爱胡闹～～

年初一当天，我和表哥们带着所有的表弟妹们去拜年，然后我当起导游，带着表弟妹们去我们以前玩的地方玩～～～

回到KL的时候，我又跟他们全部去玩～～～金河，Timesquare, Sunway, 云顶。。通通不放过～～～

年初八。我的姨婆全部要回去澳洲了。。。
所以我妈妈在年初七晚上，在酒楼办了一个欢送会～～～
让我们有多一点时间相处～～
我和表哥们，都很舍不得那些顽皮的小表弟和小表妹们。。。。
尤其是那个外国小表弟 Jeffred... 他还闹别扭的说不想会澳洲了。。。

年初八。。。我们送我姨婆全家去机场。。Jeffred还哭了。。。抱着我的脚不放～～～
幸好，我带了我的很多小礼物给我的表弟表妹们..

haha...Jeffred 的是最大的。。。可能是因为他可爱，有很粘我吧～～～
所以我把我最宝贝的小牛送了给他。。。

不是我要送一个我用过的小牛给他。。是因为在家乡过年时，他一直拿着我的小牛不放。。
害我晚上睡不下～～
看来～～这几晚，够我熬了～～～～

哈哈～～～最后，祝大家：
新年快乐～～～
虎年行大运～～

Steamboat again!!

2009-11-12T17:24:00.002+08:00

Tuesday 10/11/2009, We have steamboat again!!!
Who are the we??
Me, YY, Andy, Fumi, Carmen, Chee Huat, Vins, Olivia, Kelvin, Elroy, MunMun, WaiKit and this time, LinFang join us!!!

We had the steamboat at the same venue again - Fumi's house.. But, this time.. me, yy and linfang went to carefour to buy some ingredients first!!!

Thanks to Joe for sending us to carefour at wangsa maju. But, at the end.. He end up lost at wangsa maju!!

We 3 of us bought alot of things, especially Vins's favourite - "TaoFuPok" and my favourite - "YeeMee". YY even suggest to bought sotong!! This time, we bought many food based on last time experience! I remember that during our first time steamboat, Vins actually 'fight' food with us!! So, this time, I be more clever and ask YY to buy more foods!!!

We did had a happy moment.. We acted again!!! While me, vins and YY was busy at the kitchen, carmen and chee huat are busy planning the drama we are going to act!! The drama we act this time is the famous drama at the moment - GONG SAM GAI (宫心计). Haha..

Very funny!!! The drama we record will be post to the facebook by Vins soon..

many things to say!!!

2009-11-03T21:55:00.003+08:00

Its been a long long time that i didn't come back to blogspot...
and I had many things to say....

Lets get back to last monday.. I meet a new guy, from the internet. And the next day, he said that I am his girlfriend. How I become his girlfriend, I am not so sure... It just started in a chatroom, and then, we started to SMS and calling each other. there is a question I am wondering... Is there any feeling of LOVE between us??? I don't have the answer.

But, I did continue SMS-ing and calling him till now...
Maybe, time will give the answer to me...

Next.. Skip to thursday... Due to some reason, I went to YY's house and sleep for a night...
Before that, we had a Broadcast Writing for Radio replacement lecture from 6-8pm.. Me, YY, Carmen, CheeHuat, Vins, Fumi, LinFang, Elroy went to dinner and then we went to OLDTOWN for tea time and online there. Its been a long long time we did not gather together for a tea time!! I miss that so much!!!
Then, we went back.. and I follow YY home.. we bath and settle down everything.. Then we start to chat... We are just like a sister who lost for a long time, and we meet again.. We chat about every thing until 2.30AM and we fall asleep..

The next day..Both of us are so tired to go to lecture at 8am.. And we did slept during lecture..
I even slept in miss.Yau tutorial lecture.. Oh No!!!

Then, Saturday.. We had our replacement lecture for Mass Media and Society. Me, alvin, andy, and waikit actually planned to go for the AAR concert at Bukit Jalil. But, we end up going back home for sleep.

But, I called WaiKit out at night for the Micheal Jackson's movie = THIS IS IT... My aunt suddenly don't want to go for the movie and I got an extra ticket... So, I called WaiKit out and meet at TIMESQUARE.. He actually watch the movie with me and my uncle's family.. Haha..So funny... Some one really thought that we are going to meet each other parent... LOL..

Me, and Waikit.. bought a watch for ourself and its the same type but mine is pink and his is in black colour.. We call that "The Sisters Watch".. NOT the couple watch.. Haha.. Don't miss understand!!!

Till today, My group had a meeting in the Audio Lab for assignment.. I book the time for our group and we are give 1 hour only... Its really kinda angry and fustrated about the console.. We don't how to ON the mic.. and after we recorded, we tried to play back. But, the are no sound when we play our recording.. Finally, I asked a help from the Advance Diploma of Broadcast seniors... Thanks.. At the end.. We did finish recording our station ID.. and I rush back to my UNPLUGGED meeting...

I really don't know how to describe the last week I spend... Just hoping for a better week..!!!

The coming up next event... STEAMBOAT (again) at Fumi's house this Friday...!!!

The Big Country Orchestra

2009-10-19T12:03:00.002+08:00

Yesterday (18 October 2009), 2.00pm, I went to Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra for THE BIG COUNTRY.

Its a orchestra recommended by our lecturer, Miss Ang. Together with me for the orchestra are my group member - Alvin and Ben. Anthony was not free yesterday, so he cant make it to the orchestra. Besides my music assignment group members, Jennifer, Fumi-Kun and Kimberly also join us for the orchestra. Of course, other course students also there to listen to the music for the music assignment.

THE BIG COUNTRY - conducted by CARL DAVIS.

Of the 17 film scores Jerome Moross (1913 - 1987) composed The Big Country dating from 1958 is certainly the best known and was nominated for an Oscar. It is a true Western Classic, which having beeen inspired by Moross' first visit in 1936 to the Great Plains - the "Wild West" country of America.

Carl Davis, his early years of work in his bative New York provided him with the broad musical background on which he continues to draw. Carl and his student named Stephen Vianver worte the revue "Diversion" which won him an Obie (Off-Broadway) in 1959. His feature film scores include The French Lieutenant's Woman, Champions, Scandal, The Rainbow, Widow's Peak, Topsy Turvy and The Book of Eve, and he has composed a unique series of scores for restored prints of "The Silents" originally commissioned by Channel Four in 1980. Carl held the post of Artistic Director and Conductor for the Royal Liverpool Philharmonic Orchestra's Summer Pops Season for eight years. (more information, check wikipedia.)

The orchestra take two hours and of course, there is a 20 minutes interval between it.
The first 30 minutes of the orchestra was a Silent Film named AN EASTERN WESTERNER starring by Harold Lloyd.
It was about a rich, spoiled young New Yorker whose parents ship him off to his uncle's ranch in rootin'-tootin' Piute Pass to correct his high-living city ways, Lloyd soon has a confrontation with a lecherous bully called "Tiger Lip" Tompkins who is trying to have his way with a virtuous young woman after locking up sickly father. It's Lloydto rescue as he saves the father, falls in love with the girl and does battle with a western version of the Ku Klux Klan. The final chase had some classic Lloyd moments as he eludes his nooded assailants, at one point hidingin a skirt that hangs from a clothesline.

It was a wonderful silent short film and it did entertaint everybody in the hall.

After the short silent film, we had our 20 minutes interval.

After our short break, Its time for the wonderful songs that conducted by Carl.
They are The Big Country (Jerome Moross), High Noon (Dmitri Tiomkin), Stage Coach (Richard Hageman), Saturday Night Waltz & Hoe Down from Rodeo (Aaron Copland), Dances with Wolves (John Barry) and lots more.

The song that attract me the most is Raindrops Keep Falling on My Head (Dmitri Tiomkin), and The Magnificent Seven (Elmer Bernstein). These two songs make me feel easy and stressless at that moment.

I was so relaxing when I listened to the music conducted by Carl and of course the team which played the wonderfull songs. The are very proffesional and they did an excellent job for the orchestra.

Next week, I am also joining the Water Music Orchestra. I wish that the Water Music Orchestra will also play a wonderfull job!!!

要专心上课咯。。。和 Orchestra

2009-10-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

我终于可以专心上课了。。。

抛下放假时的玩乐心情。。。
忘掉所有的不开心。。。

今天，我终于可以认真的听老师讲课。。。
没有胡思乱想什么东西。。
没有在等待某人的信息。。。
完完全全的把老师所讲的，都听进去了。。

今天，上音乐课时，老师要我们分组，然后安排时间选我们要去听的MPO Orchestra, 来做我们的Assignment.

我的组里有Alvin, Ben, Anthony 和我！！！
我们决定要去这个星期日的 THE BIG COUNTRY Orchestra.

然后，我很Alvin又去下个星期的 WATER MUSIC Orchestra, 我们怕，我们的BIG COUNTRY Orchestra到最后不会写，所以有一个back up plan...

哇。。我真的很久没有去MPO 了嘢。。。最后一次是在六年级，那个时候我是和学校的乐队去做表演。。。好怀念哦。。。

音乐课完毕后，我遇到了斑马，和我哥。。。才一个假期不见，两个人变了那么多哦？？头发剪了，变帅气了。。。

哈哈。。这两个人不能称赞那么多，不然会变得很自恋啊。。。

健忘。。。

2009-10-14T21:50:00.002+08:00

最近啊。。。我总是很健忘。。。
每次都漏掉东西，不然就是忘记某些事情。。。

就像今天，我去了音乐的课室一趟，却把我的文件夹留在那里。。。
我把我的笔记借给Alvin, 却忘记了。。。

回到家后，我却像个傻瓜，一直在那里找那两样东西。。。
找来找去。。。
才发现，好像留在别的地方。。。

然后，妈妈叫我去买东西，我这里说了好，那里却忘记了。。。
妈妈又在那里牢骚了。。

为什么我最近我总是忘记这个，忘记那个。。。
有什么办法可以治疗呢？？？

累。。没精神。。。病了。。。

2009-10-12T21:28:00.002+08:00

经过了一个晚上，被一个死变态骚扰后，我的精神和体力，几乎是等于零。。。
没力气去做任何事情，没力气去想东西。。。
简直就是脑袋空空。。。

去上课，也是很勉强的去，很勉强的听完老师的课。。。
然后，赶着回家。。。回家的路途，那个死变态，有开始打电话来了。。。

拜托啦。。。你已经翻了我一个晚上，还我没得睡后。。。现在有来烦我。。。
救命啊。。。

幸好，我爸爸帮我听了电话后，把那个死变态骂了一顿后，他就在也没打来。。

可是，想在我病了。。。

我的肚子，又开始痛了。。。
刚才，痛到很厉害。。。就像上次那样。。。
很幸苦。。。又有一点发烧。。。

我爸爸把我送到医院去看病了。。。
医生说，发烧是因为不够休息。。。
肚子痛，是因为我的肚子又有细菌了。。。又怕是盲肠。。。
所以要去做全身检查。。。

我爸爸帮我安排了明天去检查。。。
刚好，我明天好像没有课。。。

看来。。。我又要好好的修养了。。。。

开学咯！！！

2009-10-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

哈哈！！真开心！！！

应为，终于开学咯！！！
有可以看见我的朋友们咯～～

还有就是，我不用再我家里面呆着没事做。。。
每天对着电脑。。。
不懂要做么。。。
近视也加深了。。。。

幸好，我有跟我表弟出去打羽球，做做运动。。。
哈哈。。。我瘦了嘢！！！！瘦了四公斤哦！！！
好开心哦。。。
虽然不是那么明显啦。。。。

还有，我在某动物的部落格里看到，该动物先生自己说他自己增加了五公斤！！！
哈哈！！！！！
算了，不要笑他。。免得被他骂！！！！

开学了。。。我真的希望我和全班都能用功，努力读书。。。
大家一起考到很棒的成绩！！！！

朋友们！！！加油咯！！！！

真实？？梦？？？

2009-09-30T23:33:00.003+08:00

昨晚，我梦到一个很奇怪的梦。。。

梦里，我在一个游乐园。。。有滑梯，有秋千，有跷跷板。。。
我感觉到很轻松。。。好像没有了现实生活中的那些烦恼和压力。。。

然后。。。我看到了日夜思想的人。。。婆婆！！那一个同样温暖的笑容对着我笑。。。同样温暖却粗糙的手掌，向我伸出来。。。感觉真的很真实。。。

梦里。。。婆婆牵着我的手，在那个游乐园里玩。。。
就像我小时候住在乡下的快乐时光。。。
婆婆陪我玩得很开心。。。
玩累了，婆婆就帮我擦汗。。。叫我休息。。。

然后。。。婆婆就跟我说了很多话。。。
大多数的话我不记得。。。
我只记得婆婆叫我努力读书。。。要乖乖听话。。。
要好好照顾身体，不要累坏。。。
想哭就哭。。。。

然后。。。我感觉带婆婆离我越来越远了。。。
我想追。。。可是不知道为什么我没有追。。。
我只是站在那里哭！！！

我顿时觉得四周围都很空荡。。。感觉很恐怖。。。
四周围的游乐园变成了旷阔无边的沙漠。。。
我一直叫婆婆。。。她没有应我。。。只是离我越来越远。。。

可能，有些人觉得很慌缪。。觉得不可思议。。就连当我告诉妈妈这个梦时，妈妈的第一句话是：神经病！！不要胡思乱想！！！我告诉爸爸，爸爸说我太累了。。。要我好好休息。。。

我想打电话给公公。。。可是我怕。。我怕公公听了会紧张我，然后他自己会变的很伤心。。。
所以，我最后没有告诉公公！！

可是，这整个梦，给我的感觉很真实。。。
好像真的有发生一样！！！！

当我起身时。。。可能是我心里作用吧！我竟然感觉到婆婆好像真的牵过我的手！！那种温暖的感觉，我真的感觉到。。。

这个。。。到底是梦还是真的有发生过？？？？
有谁能够告诉我啊？？？

还是，我真的像爸爸讲的那样，其实是我自己太累而已。。。
还是像Eros 讲的那样，我日有所思。。。或者我见鬼！！！
我不知道。。。

可能我真的是太累了。。。
休息够了，应该不会再这样了吧！！！

打羽球，累！

2009-09-27T19:26:00.005+08:00

今天。。。
陪我的两个表弟和表妹一起去打羽球。。。

哇！！！
你们这三只小鬼。。。
姐姐才半年没有陪你们打球而已。。。
没想到，球艺进步了不少哦！！！

尤其是AhBoy，一直打高球！！！我都接不到！！！
你们三个小鬼，和我对打。。。
姐姐怎么能打得过你们啊？？？

你们的球，还要是左右左右的来。。。
弄到我要跑这里跑那里。。

我陪你们打球打到快没气了。。。
幸好，我的哮喘没复发。。。

可是，我发现到JuanBoy和AhGiek好像变懒了哦！！！
打了一下，就跑去外面吃零食。。。
叫你们回来打，你们就不爽了。。。

算了。。你们也应该累了。。。我们去休息吧！！！

AhGiek...

AhGiek, Me, Juan(Hiding Behind Me)

泻肚子

2009-09-25T19:35:00.003+08:00

今天，一大早起床就泻肚子。。。
进了一轮厕所后，打算去吃早餐。。。
没想到，刚刚坐在椅子上，肚子又不舒服了。。。

我又跑回厕所了。。。

唉！！！怎么那么倒霉呢？？？
难道昨天的食物不干净？？
我昨天到底吃了什么不干净的食物呢？？？

还是吃太多冰冷的东西？？？？

算了。。。

我现在已经泻到脚软了。。。
没力气了。。。
想吃东西，也变得没胃口了。。。

算一下，我到底进了多少次厕所呢？？？
不知道。。。数不清了。。。

救命啊！！！！

想念

2009-09-24T18:59:00.003+08:00

想念高中时和死党 - 晓薇，文箐，欣仪，洁仪，佩文，MICHELLE一起玩闹的时刻。。。
一起在班上睡觉的时刻。。。
一起逃课到图书馆。。。
一起坐在班上角落谈美容，闹鬼故事。。。
一起到STARBUCK读书，喝咖啡，吃咖喱鱼丸。。。
那时的快乐，现在再也感受不到了。。。。

不知道，我们什么时候能够再聚在一起呢？？？
不知道，我们什么时候能够再一起玩闹呢？？？

假期！！！闷+衰！！

2009-09-22T22:59:00.003+08:00

先从考试时候说起吧！！

刚刚开始考试的时候，我的电脑宣告不治，死了！！！死亡原因：不详！
很气！！！可是又很无奈。。想修又不能修，必须等到放假的时候才有时间送去 Plaza Lowyat!

现在，假期的。。。
马上做的事情，是把我这寿命很短的电脑送去做“解剖手术”！！！顺便买了一部手提电脑回来。。。

那台烂电脑，很自然的就留在店里等待“法医”来解剖！而我，回家慢慢用我的新手提电脑上网,顺便等待法医打电话来通知我那台电脑死亡原因...

原来，是我的hard disk corrupted 了！！那么，要让那台电脑起死回生，就必须format 掉我的hard disk。。。什么？？？format hard disk？？那不是等于我要跟我的东方神起，周杰伦和蔡依林说再见了吗？？还有我的国民服务的美好纪念。。不是全都没了吗？？？

唉！！真衰。。。后来呢。。。我就和我的家人会家乡咯！！嗯，那台烂电脑。。。就留他在店里休养休养吧！！

星期日九点早上，我们出发了。。。哈哈！那么，让我去鸡婆一下，看看家豪学长开车回了没。。。我们两个，之前问好了要几时回去的。。怎知，一打电话给家豪，他告诉我已经在半路了。。。哇！！家豪啊，你干嘛那么早开车哦？？？

算了。。。我们回去的时候，在文东停下来去吃午餐。。。顺便，去买一买衣服。。。
哇！！如果要算时间，从吉隆坡回立碑的话，应该需要用到两个半小时。。可是，我们却在两点钟下午抵达我的家乡！！！算一下，我们用了五个半小时从吉隆坡回去立碑。。。

难怪，家豪以为我发生了什么事！！还有，我的舅舅，以为我们跑去别的地方玩了！！！

在家乡的时候，除了吃睡，跟表弟表妹玩，就真的没东西做了。。。
我想上网，可是找不到有WiFi 的地方！！！想用1315来上网，去很贵！！
唉～～～～
真闷！！！
岂有此理。。。。家豪的家哪里，竟然给他找到Unsecured 的 WiFi!!!

幸好，家豪来带我出去玩！！！
家豪，和他的朋友带我去了Rest House 和 Mini Zoo。。。

Rest House呢，是一个我没有去过的地方！家豪说，哪里以前是打仗时候起的。。。现在变成了一间旅馆！
Mini Zoo，一个我以前常去的地方！！！哪里以前比较多动物看。。。现在，少了很多！！！

就这样。。。过了一个星期的假期。。哎哟！！还有两个星期呢，不知道要怎样过！！！

New LAPTOP!!

2009-09-19T13:47:00.002+08:00

Yahoo~~

Mum just bought me a new laptop yesterday!!

In this case, I wont be so boring during the holiday!! I can bring my laptop back to hometown and online.. Haha..

This new TOSHIBA laptop is very nice and usefull!!

I can use this laptop and finish up my assignment! Most important thing is no need to FIGHT with my sister the the desktop pc... hahahahaah...

Mind Blank!!!

2009-09-15T08:42:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, when i reach home. I bath and had my dinner.

After that, I sat alone at my study room and doing nothing. I felt so lost.. I sat there doing nothing for few hours until my uncle called me up!

I thought that If he didn't called me, maybe I will still sitting there until now!!

Then, I took out a chinese novel and read. Actually, that chinese novel is belong to my sister and I read it without her permission...

Wow!!! That novel is really touching and i cried after reading.
I dunno what is that happening...

I just let myself cried loudly and maybe I was thinking that I want to release something else...
Haiz......

Exam end~ Holiday start!!!

2009-09-14T15:39:00.002+08:00

Wow!! Finally, the stressfull exam had end!!! Now, i can really cool down and clear my mind to relax!!! Haha~~ Such a long time didn't feel that stressless ady!!!

During the exam, something happen on me... I feel terrible and feel like something bad is going to happen... I feel like vomitting and headache! Maybe its because of my sickness haven't recover... but i manage to finish up the paper... & i manage to write rubbish during i answer the paper... hahaha... lol... most important thing is i took only 45 minute to finish the easy paper...

next plan, holiday... im going to finish some of time in dragonica... wasai!!! i took 4 hours to raise my lvl from 10 to 11 lvl... geng leh me... hahaha.... other ppl took 15 min to up 3 to 6 lvl... so teruk o them... haiz...

after the stupid lvling game.... this friday im goin to hometown and join them who always ask for egg bun and ais box celebrate HARI RAYA...!!! Yeah...!!!! i miss the datuk's rendang and the mak cik's kari ayam... slurp... think of it ord lau hau sui...

i miss my grand aunt food also... im going to bring senior EROS to eat for FREE...!!!

so far this my holiday plan...

The last paper!!! E1, gambateh!!

2009-09-14T09:28:00.003+08:00

Today, i will be sitting for the last paper. That is Electronic Media. Wow.. This subject~ I study for few days, but still can't memories or understand it.~ Oh No!!!

What i can do now is just go through and go through only.

Haiz.. May GOD bless me....

After this last paper, i am going back to my hometown to celebrate Hari Raya!! Wow... I miss the atuk's redang ayam. I miss that makcik's curry ayam!! Oh No.. I am hungry again!!

But, what i m thinking is.. HOW LONG SHOULD I STAY AT MY HOMETOWN?? Until the second semester start again?? Or maybe stay there a few days and back to K.L again for shopping?? Not Sure yet.. Maybe someone call me out for a midnight movie and i will change my mind again~

Haha... See first la.. I still need to send my PC to fix. I can't keep on coming to CC for blogging only...

Anyway, lets work hard for our last paper.. DBC1 e1.. Gambateh!!!

Disappointed....

2009-09-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

Today, I just sat for my Final Exam English Paper.

During the exam, I answer the essay question with the title "Discuss the disadvantages of doing revision in a group". I chose to answer tihis question is because i think i understand the situation in a study group and I am not confident to answer that narrative essay.

Then, the Grammar section, i think i did quite well for the first part, which is Word Form. But for the Error analysis part, I can't answer very well. The last part for the grammar section is the cloze passage, which i feel very confident on it.

BUT, the third section which is the Comprehension, the questions are very tricky. The answer are mostly the same. Ands it takes me alot of time to answer this part..

I strictly feel that i did not do very well in this english paper. I think i should focus more on the next paper now!!! The next paper is Hubungan Etnik.

Lets us work hard together!!!!

班上里无形的距离感

2009-08-27T22:03:00.002+08:00

刚刚看到了某人的部落.. 里面写到:

很多时候我们都不懂自己原来犯了错
直到背后有人在讲你的不是
你才会发现原来我犯了错
那为什么朋友不可以在面前将清楚呢?
一定要在后面讲
才让犯错的知道吗?

看了这句话，我突然想到，我在班上有犯错误吗???
为什么，最近，我都感觉到自己好象不属于自己的班呢???

我总觉得，自己跟班上的同学们有一种距离感!
一种说不出来的感觉.. 很难受~~
难道，我犯了连我自己也不知道的错误???

有人可以告诉我吗??

一个人

2009-08-27T00:11:00.001+08:00

今天，放学过后，我拿着昨晚煲的凉水去找我的WAIWAI，EROS，和斑马先生。。。
然后，就很突然的跟着他们去了DK ABF 看戏。。

看什么戏呢？？原来是我们ADVANCE DIPLOMA 的学长们自己拍摄下来的短片和MV。。。
他们拍摄的真好～～～

５点钟，我匆匆忙忙的离开了。。。
去哪儿？？去书展。。。
一个人的去书展；一个人在那里逛；一个人在那里看书。。。
到了书展，我直接往小说的部分那里去。。。
去找我最爱的浪漫爱情小说。。。哇！好便宜哦～～～
小说每本只卖RM9.90而已。。。

我，想也不想的选了两本小说，买回家慢慢的读。
后来，我又看到了橘子写的小说，同样的，选了一本回家。。。
再来，看到了一本，能够吸引我的小说和推理书，一样，把它们带回家了。。。
就这样，一个人，逛了２个小时。。。

７点了。。。突然遇到了久违的中学同学，就继续的陪他们再逛书展。。。

其实，一个人的感觉并不可怕。。。
我现在才发觉，孤单，原来并不是我想象的那么恐怖。。。

我突然发现，一个人的时候，我才能够静下心来好好回想，思考，然后忘掉。。。
我真的很想忘掉一切烦恼，一切压力，一切的不愉快。。。

今晚，我家人的不在。。。整个家只剩我一个。。。

看来，今晚，我真的可以好好的享受这一切的冷清。。。
看来，我可以一个人的努力读书。。
看来，我可以一个人的静静思考一切的烦恼了！

2009-08-23T17:48:00.002+08:00

Hurm~~ There are a lots of things i want to say..

Lets get back to last week. My PC broke down!! Oh my god~~ How can i live without a computer?? My facebook, MSN, songs, games, videos... All gone~~~ How???

Haiz... My mum send the pc to fixed. Everything is ok now... Thank God. But, i need to spend many money to fix it... My money flew away like that... 'Money, come back~~'

Okay, now.. Yesterday, is our school co-cu day...
Wow..~~ I feel very scared.. Atough i am the Music DJ for my gym team.. I scared that the CD player cant play my cd.. {ps: school gym room CD player very "emotional"}

I am so happy to see my team member practice so hard... So touch~~~

At last, we lose also... But i am glad that Grace's group won~~ They get the 1st place... Champion!!!! Congratulations la....

Computer Broke Down. Study week...

2009-08-18T12:19:00.004+08:00

Last Thursday, my computer broke down. I don't know why it happen in this time. I am so angry with it and feel like want to kill people..

But, I cant kill people, because God said killing people is a sin.

How, my computer broken down?? What should I do??
Damn! I really need to use computer and online to check something.

Luckily, I called the computer company and he TRIED to fix the problem for me.
Haiz.
Luckily, Andy accompanied me to IMBI PLAZA to fix my computer and modem.

Put away the angry and sad problem.

Oh No! Final Exam is near. Next week is my study week. I left 1 week only.
And I don't understand all the chapters and notes at all.

How?????
Mr.Zebra said he will teach me I.T subject.
When?? I don't know. He say he will teach me whenever he is free.
Huh??
Wait till you free ar?? When?? You still got a bundle of assignment to do??

Hahaha~~ Luckily, IT exam is the second last subject in the examination timetable.
Still got lots more time for me to study IT.

Haiz... The time pass so fast.
The first semester is almost finish.

Let's us study hard for our final exam.!!! GAMBATEH~

We are ALL in 1 (E1) & Happy Birthday, Mr.ZEBRA~

2009-08-10T20:34:00.007+08:00

我们全班是一体的。。

E1，是我的班～我的班，真的是怪人多多～～哈哈
为什么这么说呢。。。因为，疯的；傻的；吵的；自恋的；鸡杂的（斑马先生教我写的）；通通都可以在我们DBC1，E1里找到。。。

今天，我班有4个代表去参加吃东西比赛。他们是ALVIN，BIBI，JARROD，和ANTHONY。。。。耶！加油哦～我们全班的同学跑道泳池那里为他们加油打气。。。可惜，另外两位很大牌的客人迟到，所以比赛延迟了。。
我们必须赶回去上THERESA的课～～所以，全班的人回去了，只剩我和EVELYN两个在那里为他们四个加油打气。。。

～在泳池边拍照～

虽然，比赛他们输了。。。可是，却看到我们班的'一体'精神。。。因为，我们回到班，全部都急着问他们的输赢，然后不忘的替他们关心。。。而我们，也很'好人'的，打包了３完面（比赛的面）回去给老师和同学们'享用'。。。

另外。。。今天，E1也有人生日哦。。。。不是我班的啦。。。是那位DBC2，E1的斑马先生啦。。。哈哈～有人老一岁咯。。。有人变20咯～～～

斑马先生，你喜欢你的斑马衣服吗？？

送给斑马先生礼物时，遇到了大Y哥哥。。哈哈～很多人说我们是兄妹咧～～～然后，我就和ALVIN，ANTHONY，MUN，EVELYN，JARROD，ELIZA去玩射箭～哈哈。。。下楼时，遇上MS. MICHELLE，然后，我们就突然见的乱喊一会儿。。。

斑马先生和大Y哥哥说: "NO EYE SEE"哈哈。。。这就是我们DBC1 E1啦～～～

这就是我们的特色～～

E1 ROCKS...

We are ALL in 1 (E1)~~

I LOVE YOU, E1~~~

Future~

2009-08-05T21:37:00.003+08:00

Today, i read my friend, Music-Boy's blog.....
Then, only i know, my friend (also my Drum Teacher as well, although he just teach me around 2 or 3 weeks.) had graduated on 18th July 2009.

Oh!! Congratulations, Jacky... I am so glad to heard that my friend had finish his studies at UCSI...
I am sure that he had put a lot effort in his studies.... I saw his convocation day's photo.. He smile happily. and suddenly, i miss them again~~~

And, I suddenly think of my future... When will me by convocation day??? Another 2 years later.... What will I be in the future???

Haha~~ I am not really sure that what will I be after my graduation. Now, I just need to finish up and concentrate on my studies....

Gambateh, rachel~~ I know i can do it....

Digi Campus Tired...

2009-08-04T21:02:00.002+08:00

This week, I am working as Yellow Army. The DiGi Yellow Army~~ Cool Man...

But, it is very tired to hit the target sales...
And, I still need to cover up my sales for March, April, May, June, July and August...
Walao~~ Each month target sales is 6 conversion and new sim pack... Means, I need to hits 36 sales and conversions....

Oh My~~~ Help~~~~

Luckily, Yesterday I made 23 sales and conversions....
And today, I made 19 sales and conversion....
So, I have covered up all my previous month already~

Haha~~~ It is very tired to looked for the sales. Even conversions, a very easy job also very difficult to find students to convert to DiGi Campus plan...

Haha~ Most of u are wondering what is DiGi Campus rite????

Let Me Explained...

DiGi Campus is a plan specially for the colleges students.
1) When you are using the DiGi Campus plan, you can SMS to 11 friends and family (FNF) number for FREE...

2) When you call up to RM2/day, then you call to other DiGi number are FREE as well.

3) When you use the phone to surf internet up to RM30/month, then you can surf internet for FREE...

See.. All this benefit are for college students only.... And you can use it all around KL...
Good Plan rite????

Well... If you feel like want to converting to DiGi Campus or purchasing a new sim pack number, please look for me.... I will help you to convert it... Thankz....

DiGi~
Always the smarter choice~

乖，别哭。。。

2009-08-01T21:51:00.001+08:00

我发现到，当我哭过一次，眼泪也不再听话。。。会不知不觉的留下。。。

今天，去了电脑展览后，我回到家。。。
我的舅母打电话告诉我，他们正在从我家乡来着吉隆坡。。。然后，大概七点半，他们到我家了。。。我舅舅把我的小表弟放在我家，让我门照顾着，然后他们出去吃晚餐。。。

当我抱着我那１０个月大的小表弟时，他的笑是那么的灿烂。。。
我想，以前的我，有笑过那么灿烂吗？？？

然后，当我要为他喝奶时，他哭了。。。
不知道为什么，他不肯喝牛奶。。一直一直哭。。。
我就一直在哄他。。。
＂乖，别哭。。。姐姐疼哦。。。＂

我想，这句话，在我哄着我表弟同时，我也在告诉自己。。
＂慧茹，过了今天，不能再那么脆弱了。。。不可以动不动就哭。。＂

对，以后，我不能在哭了。。。
要坚强。。
遇到不如意的事，忍耐一下就可以了。。。

没什么事情解决不了。。。

加油～～～

回想

2009-07-31T21:42:00.002+08:00

我终于生病了

昨晚，突然发冷，泻肚子。。。半夜还发高烧和吐。。。
很不舒服。。。
睡也睡不好。。。一整夜在胡思乱想。。。
很累，感觉很不安心。。。

然后，就看到了床边的一张照片。。。

她，在我小时候就离开我了。。。
她，以前特别宠爱我。。。
她，就是我外婆。。。

小时候，每次生病时，一直照顾我的是她。。。
带我去幼稚园上学的，也是她。。。
一直煮好喝的汤给我喝，也是她。。。

然后，在我七岁时。。。
她离开我了。。。
永远永远的离开了。。。

没有人再带我去上学。。。
没有人在我生病时照顾我。。。
没有人再煮好喝的汤给我喝了。。。

想着想着，我哭了。。。
外婆，我终于又在你面前哭了。。。

从小，我跟家人的关系都很不好～～～
对我最好的就是外婆。。。

我外公说，每次我生病是，都会一直哭。。。
然后外婆就会一直陪着我，哄我睡觉。。。
到现在，我都很少生病。。。

可是，一生病时，马上想到的是外婆。。。
然后，会一个人躲在床边，抱着枕头哭。。。

曾经的我，有想过要寻死。。。
读书的压力，家人的冷淡关系，朋友的关系，还有少了外婆的陪伴，都是我想要自杀的理由。。。
可是，我没哪个勇气。。。
现在，我很累。。。
我真的怕我再也熬不下去了。。。

外婆～～我很想念你～～～

可能是我生病的关系吧。。。
我发现到，这个星期，班上的朋友都好像很不喜欢我。。。
是我多心吗？？？
我不知道。。。
我只知道，他们这星期都很少跟我说话～～～
就连阿敏也是。。

算了吧。。。
不想了。。。
越想头痛。。。

唯一，庆幸和感动的是，有一位好朋友，在知道我生病后，带我去看医生，带我去喝凉茶。。。
谢谢你～～～

Bored day

2009-07-30T21:40:00.004+08:00

Another boring day for me...

Haha~~ Today... I am late to class.. Why?? Overslept...

Erm.. Can't say that overslept... Because I actually woke up already and just because of my laziness only... (Oh My, I admitted that I am lazy~)
I just want to keep on lying down on my bed... So comfortable~~~~

Ok~ I woke up... And turned off my alarm... But, unfortunately... I slept again... I suppose to wake up on 7.30am... And i fell asleep again until around 8.00am... Mr.Zebra SMS me on 8am and wake me up...

(ps: Mr.Zebra, thankz for SMS me this morning.. My own scary message alert scared and wake me up...)

And... I am late...

Haiz....
I seriously think that I should change my laziness...

Then, late for class... Haha... After class, all of them is busy and not entertaining me..
Haha.. I went for my lunch wit Mr.Zebra...
Yeah.. I saw him wearing his formal attire...

(Balik rumah; buka wine; celebrate~~~)
(Mr.Zebra: LOL)

Haha...It’s ok.. at least got ppl accompanied me for lunch~~ At Canteen 2...

Then, go for our exam....
Today english test exam....

Walao~~~ So easy.. (For me)
I can’t say that i will get full marks la... But i m quite confident to get A for it..

Then, test finish early...
Haiz... Where should i go??

Dunno~~~

But, 2mrw will be another boring day for me...
WHY???

Coz, Evelyn, Munmun, Habby, and Jess are not coming to school... Haiz....
Help~~~ I will feel bored.....

忘记，或者

2009-07-27T23:29:00.005+08:00

忘记，或者－－

打开被小心收藏在箱子最底部的相片簿子，

那些被故意遗忘的照片，

就像隐藏多年的心事，

放在暖暖的阳光下晒晒也有漫天的灰尘，

零碎地洒在了心尖。

对不起，还是会不知所措地想你

对不起，我爱你。。。。。。

对不起，我还是放下不了对你的爱。。。

对不起，我还是很爱很爱你。。。

真的很开心~

2009-07-27T15:00:00.003+08:00

昨天，很无聊的一天。。在家走来走去没事做。。读小说吧~~

说到小说。。。我发现到为什么我的零用钱一直不够用了。。。原来，我全都拿去买小说了。。。

就昨天而已，我跟家人去吃晚餐，我就已经买了两本新的小说。。。
那个收银员也都认得我了。。。
他还问我：“为什么今天只买两本？？”。。。
如果我妈妈知道我把钱花在小说上，一定会被骂到好惨。。。

哈哈。。。真的不知道怎么回答他~~
昨天，买了两本小说，回到家，上网找人聊天。。。等着电脑开的同时，我读着其中一本小说叫《吐着泡泡说爱你》。。。
一读，就读到了11晚上了。。

回到电脑前，看看谁那么夜还没睡呢？？？哈哈~~那位斑马先生还没睡呢~~~明天不用上课吗？？
一聊，就和他聊到大概整整1点凌晨了。。。

哈哈。。斑马说他明天有presentation要做，需要穿formal的衣服。。。哈哈~~我突然间好像看看他穿formal的衣服。。。会不会跟我的他一样帅呢？？？还有哦。。他说他拿了眼镜了。。哈哈~好想看他戴眼镜的样子哦~~等等。。明天星期一。。运气好的话，应该可以看到他吧。。。

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今天，一大早，我起床了。。。

不知道为什么。。。我起床时，我突然间觉得今天总会发生一些好事情。。。
我很期待。。。会是什么事情呢？？

总觉得，今天的课会很闷。。。所以，出门前，就随手的拿了一本昨天刚买的小说，打算拿去学院读。。。

上英文课的时候，突然间想到那位斑马先生好像要present了耶~~传简讯给他，叫他加油吧...
怎么知道他说课取消了。。。那么，我不是不能看到他穿formal的样子了。。。。好失望哦~~~~
算了吧~~~

不过呢，我很幸运的看到他戴眼镜的样子了。。。哈哈~~真幸运。。不过呢，还是我的他戴眼镜比较帅，比酷~~

可是，突然接到一个很不好的事了。。。我又有东西要办了。。。必须留到8点。。。。可怜啊。。。

Grace's House Party

2009-07-22T21:40:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, after we had our Mass Communication lecture class, me and Mun duno where to go after that. We are "lost".. We dont know what to do in this 4 hours time before our next class start.

So, we suddenly decide to join Grace, Karena, YoonYi, YauYau, Beryl, VC and Christopher they all to Grace's house for lunch... Okay.. Karena is still at home. She will be with us after that.

So, we left 2 cars. VC's car gt Christopher, MunMun, Jarrod, Fiona, Michelle. They went to Jusco 1st to buy some food and ingredient.

YoonYi's car gt me, Grace, YauYau, and Beryl. Haha. LLoyd is with us as well.. But, He said that he want to go home. So, he did not joined us.. We straight away go to Grace's house and clean the house.

After that... VC they all are here!! Yeah....

Let me introduce the cook... We gt Chef Vikster (VC) and Chef BB (Christopher).. The helper and dish cleaner is ME - RACHEL!!!

Haha.. Then we cook Maggie, Loh Mee, Hotdog's...

Haha... I think they like to eat VC's food or they are too hungry toeat all food..
The foods finished up very very fast.

They, VC, Grace and me do the cleaning work...
I washed the dishes AGAIN. Grace mopped the floor and VC cleaned the surrounding of kitchen...

Where is Mun and BB go??? They went down together with Karena and bought some soft drinks back.

Hahaha.. We are very very happy in that moment.... I hope that there are more chances to have this kind of small gathering...

YEAH!!!

What a shock news?? And a happy day..

2009-07-17T21:41:00.003+08:00

today, the Hubungan Etnik tutor, look for me... She asked me whether I want to join the Malay Public Speaking Competition - The PIDATO a not...

Why?? She said my presentation for the RUMAH TERBUKA did very well.. And she want me to join the PIDATO. Fiona and Evelyn also be asked to join that competition... I asnwered her that i need to think first...

Its a shock news for me... Want me to join competition??? I scared man... I need advise from my family and friends...

Okay, put away that problem.. After the Intro Of Mass Comm tutorial lesson, its 10.30... Why so early the tutor dismiss the class?? Anyway, today is YY, Chee Huat, Joe, and Kelvin's group presentation for HE subject.. I need to borrow the National Service shirt for them. So, I rush to M001 classroom to pass the shirt to them. And of course, join the class and support them...

Hey, E2 friends.. YY,CheeHuat, Kelvin, Joe.. you guys did very well!!!! Yeah!!! Well done friends....
Then, YY, CheeHuat and Kelvin we all went to the lecture class together.... Hey, hungry man.... We havent eat anything yet.. But, after the Lecture class, we went to JJ Wangsa Maju for our lunch together... We skipped the IT lecture class on 2pm to 4pm...

We had our McDonald as lunch... Then, we stay there and surf internet until 3pm and we went to the JJ "theme park" and play... We play the game, dunno what is it. Its sumthing like a plate on a table and we shoot each other. The plate enter the opponent hole will consider win.. Yeah... Me and YY win after playing 3 rounds.. We won the 1st round and CheeHuat & Kelvin in a group won the 2nd round.. DRAW~~~ so, the 3rd round came.. Yeah! girls team won!!!

Then, we rush back to college and me,YY and Kelvin went for SWC meeting at 4pm.. CheeHuat waited his dad at Canteen 2 to pick him up.. He is going back to Klang for this weekend...

In the meeting, we are asked to prepare for the SSSH sport carnival.. Yeah.. Me and YY incharge of volleyball...

Its really fun to stay close with FUMI, YY, CHEE HUAT they all.. We are the craziest gang in DBC1..

DBC1 ROCKS

我真的放开他了吗?

2009-07-16T23:02:00.001+08:00

今天，我遇到他了。。。
我的第一个反应是躲避。。。跟他笑笑，然后就逃。。。
可是，我的脚还是不听话。。我竟然走向他那里了。。。

奇怪的是，我一点心痛也没有。。。
我可以很开心的走向他那里去跟他打招呼。。
然后，我们竟然一起吃晚餐。。

我突然觉得，我们好像回到以前的日子。。。
我突然觉得，告诉或不告诉他我爱他，已经不重要的。
我只要他开心就好。。。

我们很开心的吃晚餐。。
我就好像是他的亲妹妹一样。。。
我好久没有那么开心的跟他相处了。。。。

我想，我真的放开他了吗？？？

Wow.. Happy but tired..

2009-07-15T23:00:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I went to Fumi hse for a steamboat party.. and i overnite at his hse wit Elroy, Mun, CheeHuat, WaiKit....

We are very happy with it....

Then we went to KLCC for Ice Age 3 together with CheeHuat, YY and Carmen...

Altough very tired, but its very very happy....

Photos of steamboat nite had upload to my facebook.

我在FUMI家。。。

2009-07-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

现在，我在FUMI-KUN的家。。我很开心。。。我们今天一起去FUMI-KUN的家。。。
我，阿敏，志发，YY，ANDY，FUMI，ELROY，CARMEN，SAMANTHA，VINS，OLIVIA，KELVIN一起在FUMI的家吃火锅。。。

很开心~很久没有那么真心的笑了。。我在今天。。终于，能够开心，真心的笑了。。。因为VINZ和CARMEN他们扮演的“妓女记”真的让我笑了。。。

我们在FUMI的家吃到很饱，很饱。。然后ANDY搬了一箱啤酒来。。所以我又再次的喝酒了。。。

不知道为什么。当我喝酒的时候，我想起了他。。。想起的是开心事。。
我终于醉了。。。可是。。我还是很清醒。。
我知道我在干嘛。。只是走不了直线罢了。。

可是，我们真的很开心。。。。。。

现在的我。。。

2009-07-14T13:46:00.002+08:00

现在的我，在啊敏家~~~
干嘛呢？我们在做Assignment。。。
那个General Election的Assignment超级难做的。。

今天的我们的课上到十二点钟。。。然后，四点种才有课。。。

今天呢，我们全部去Fumi=Kun 的家吃火锅~~然后就在他的家过夜~~哈哈，集体睡客厅，也是一个不错的注意。。大家可以不要睡觉，一起聊天到天亮。。然后，第二天去学校睡觉。。。嗯。。这主意真的不错，待会儿要告诉Fumi-Kun。。

现在的我，
最近，我发现我自己的心情，已经不再那么伤心了。。。至少我现在不会再哭。。。不会再想不开。。。
最近，我一直在让我自己很忙碌。。忙什么都好，就是要忙到不再想他。。。

能不能面对他还是以个未知数。。。我真的还没有准备好面对他的情绪。。。时间，我需要时间。。需要时间来平复我的难过。需要时间来把他当哥哥来面对！

在给我一些时间吧~~

Go college on SAT

2009-07-11T21:15:00.003+08:00

2day, early morning 8.30am reach college hall...
We went to school for the actual OO nite rehearsal...
Haha.. We yesterday promise Melvyn that we, the security crew will reach college at 8.ooam... but i reach there around 8.30am.. Oh No!!! Late!!!

But, when i reach there.. I only saw YY, and Ryan~~~ YY is there with her breakfast waiting for me~~ Touch~~~~Wow.. YY's dad's cooking is very good!!!! DELICIOUS is the only word i can describe the food~~

Hey.. I thought i m late.. But.. Others are more later than me.. Haha.. Luckily Timothy come early.. We can surf online using his PC... And we chit chat there... And finally Zack came...

After that... We all people reach, we start 'working'... WE, security job is to arrange the chair for 2day only... HAHA.. 2day only... then, Melvyn and Peggy took us around to understand the actual OO nite flow... Then, we just sit there and be the audience... HAHA..

when we sit there... and the others have nothing to do... Eros... The new guy i meet 2day, incharge of AV.. He use the spot light and show it on me!!! Hey.. Mata sakit la... and i don't want to be the centre of everybody...

Then, we the rehearsal finish... Yogurt and Jpseph stand up the stage to practise their song... ME and YY gt nothing to do... And... we dance... the couple dance.. ermm... something lyk tango or dunno wad... its just normal dance during the ball lyk dis.. HAHA.. Sean saw that... He cant do anything to us.. Just shooking his head... haha...

Anyway.. 2day, we thought it will be a tough day... But we actually enjoy it~~~ Haha..

Oh Ya~~ Don 4gt 2mrw is the actual day for OO nite...
Must come ya~~~~ Strictly formal.. If not, me,the security will chase u out!!! Haha..

Tired.. Sick of presentation

2009-07-10T22:35:00.003+08:00

Finally... I can rest already...

Before this, I am very very busy for assignments, drama, and presentation.. But, now i have finish up my drama and presentation...

I am still very haapy with wad i have done.
My presentation, My drama... to me, i really think i did my very best on it.
Luckily, my result is not that very bad.. At least, the tutor is very satisfied and happy with it.

Now, my presentation and drama acting is over.
I can have enough rest already.

But, how about the Orientation Oddessey Night 2009??? OO nite, is coming...
I am one of the security crew of it.
Every day , stay until 6pm or 8pm, and reach home around 10pm.. Tired...

But, i know. The others comittee members are feeling more tired than me.

What i can say is... GAMBATEH!!!!

Funny day~~

2009-07-07T22:06:00.008+08:00

Today~~~ Me and MunMun went to Jusco to look for a formal wear for our persentation... When we reach jusco, we try on a lot of shirts and skirts... Haha~~ Quite funny lo.. we all try on the shirts and capture photos..

We try on the same shirts.~~

Then, we cant find any suitable 1.. So, we go out and had a look at the other shops...
We saw a small booth selling girlish things.. The cap is nice but not suitable for us.. Its also very expensive....

caps~~~

Haha~~~ Then, we saw LOVELY LACE... Wow..
the puppy doll inside are very cute..... And also the turtle and sea lion~~~

Then.... Suddenly, my lou ye, Christopher call MUNMUN.. He said that he and Fiona, Michelle and VC was at MidValley JJ shopping...
They want to buy the TOMOGOCHI, lyk mun mun de.... So, they called back to "inform" mun mun that he bought it ady~~~

As i heard it~~, of course i also want!!! Then my louye help me to buy 1 pink color de..~~ nice....

Haha... 6 tomogochis~~~~

Me and Mun~~~

Michelle, Mun Mun and Me~~~~

Haha...

K歌

2009-07-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

今天，我，阿霞和阿敏一起约好了要去LOWYAT的REDBOX唱歌。。。
我们从11点唱到1点。。。

哇～～～和他们两个一起唱歌，就好像我们自己在开演唱会。。真的很开心。。。我们三个，能卖力的唱，唱破我的喉咙。。。

最刺激的是，我和阿霞唱神木与瞳的歌，拉音拉破喉～～～可惜，阿敏提早走了。。。不然，我们会更HIGH！！！！

晚上，我表妹来我家～～我舅舅有事要办，所以我表妹要在我家睡一完。我很高兴，有惊讶。因为，表妹竟然和我一样，患上后天性的哮喘病。。。唉～为什么会这样？？？

只能说，好好的照顾自己的身体吧！！

陈奕迅大马签唱会＋心情超级低落

2009-07-04T00:59:00.001+08:00

刚刚，从学校电脑室出来，往学校的食堂走去。一路上，我接到一个我非常想见的人的电话。电话里，他很开心的对我说我非常不想听到的事。可是，我没有办法挂他的电话。

伤心的我，只好继续假装很替他开心。我唯一庆幸的是，那只是一通电话而已。幸好，他看不见我的表情。

从口气上听起来，我是很替他开心。可是我的伤心很失望，通通已经从我脸色看出来了。。。那时的我才发现，原来假装开心是很辛苦的。。。表面上，我真的很替他感到高兴。事实上，我的心一直在问自己：为什么你的她不是我？

越想越伤心。越想心情越低落。。唉～小茹啊！！不要想那么多了。。。等下去看陈奕迅咯。。。和HABBY吃完晚餐后，我们就去学校的室内体育馆排队进入里面看陈奕迅。哈哈哈～幸好我加入了大众传播系的学会，拿到了免费的VIP入场券。。。

哈哈～～其实，陈奕迅还蛮幽默的。。。至少，把心情很低落的我，弄开心了。。。看完过后，我就回家了。。。在车上，我就已经睡着了。。。

现在，我要去休息了。当了一个下午的保镖，很累。。明天，还要和阿敏，阿霞去唱歌～～～

很累得一天！！

2009-07-03T17:06:00.002+08:00

今天，对我来说，是一个很忙碌，很劳累的一天。

一大早，到学校等Andy还我的笔记，应为，等下有考试。。
拿了笔记后，就去图书馆K书。。。然后，就去上课了，和考试了。。。

考试前，我必须去我的SWC那里找我的学长报到。。他们有东西要让我去做。。。
可是，我又有考试。。怎么办？？？
唉~~~

幸好我的学长很好人。。。他让我去考试先，再回去站岗。。

考试的时候，我超超超不爽那个马来老师的。。。明明考完了，还在那里废话多多。。。
又骂我。。。很讨厌他咧。。。

过后，我几乎可以说是飞着去canteen 2 foyer那里找我那很好人的学长。。。然后，我忙碌的生活开始了。。。我今天的任务是当保安人员。。。哈哈~~~要去松开人群，让我们那10位‘佳丽’走过。。。然后，要去当Miss Astro 2008的保票。。。保护她们，不要让其他人来捣乱。。。。

其实，过程中很开心，也很辛苦。。。不过，我很喜欢这样子。。。（有一种很英勇的感觉。。。）

然后，我赶着去上课。。。上完课后，我就来学校的电脑室上网，也就是本小姐现在所在的地方。。。

哈哈~~待会儿，还要去看陈奕迅。。。好期待哦~~~`

大学的开心日子。。

2009-07-02T20:18:00.003+08:00

今天，我的朋友们要去做他们的PRESENTAION。
可是，我和啊敏迟到了。。没看到他们的开头，可是我们还来得及看他们的游戏短片。。。

哈哈哈～～真的很好笑。。。而且，他们还得到了90分的高分数！！！YEAH！！可是，我开始注意到某个人的脸色。她的脸色，从老师开始公布分数时，就开始变黑了。。黑到好像包青天了。。。哈哈哈～～我看到她的脸色，就很爽。。

可是，我开始担心了。。我在她的眼神中，看到算计。。我开始觉得她越来越恐怖了。。。以前，我们在国民服务时，我也是一样觉得她是一个很有心机的女人。现在，那种感觉越来越强烈了。。。

为什么？？？为什么她会这样子呢？？？算了，她的事，不足以影响我的心情。我们一大班一起去吃午饭。。。然后，一起去上英文课。。。心情好得很。。。英文课时，我们全部把我们的JOURNAL交上去后，KARENA，LLOYD和BEN，全部在前面跳起舞了。。。一个学MJ跳舞，一个跳M字舞，一个跳摇屁股舞。。。

哈哈～～我想，以后我的不开心，看到他们几个，都会变的很开心。。。

Presentation is Over!!!

2009-06-25T20:39:00.002+08:00

Haha.. Today morning, we had our Electronic Media Gameshow presentation...

We are so scared and feel so stress before the presentation start. Why?? Bacause HuiYang overslept and the projector don't know who go and take it.. Luckily, Lloyd call me and say he go and take.. Luckily, HuiYang never late.

Our presentation process is very smooth. Our acting is also very funny.. Thanks to our E1 classmate to give us a very good response.

Finally, our group presentation also make Ms.Theresa satisfied. And our group got 77 marks. We are happy with that...

But, what I personally don't like is.. Fiona asked us about the religious thing. Who will think so much about that? If malay can't go to Batu Cave, then why so many people still visit Batu Caves?? Then, why other sekolah menengah and sekolah rendah still can make trip to Batu Caves??

Ok... Fine... Our presentation is over. And i don't want to argue about that...

Anyway, I am still happy for our presentation..!!! Yeah!! 77 marks.!!

Tomorrow is our presentation~~

2009-06-24T21:30:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is our group to present our Electronic Media Game Show..
Oh No..
Presentation...

Feel so stress... Why?? Because last week the first group from our class get 85 marks. But, the other groups from E2, E3, E4, and E5 just get around 50-60 marks...

Oh No... I am scared that i cant do the best for my part...

But, I will try my best!!

Gambateh!!

Why so stress??

2009-06-22T15:17:00.003+08:00

Today, its a quite busy day for me.. After my AELE1133 English class.. I planned to meet my cute cute senior to buy a book from him. But unfortunately. i don't have that time.

So, me and MunMun went to canteen 2 foyer at have a look at the Digi Campus. What is that actually?? I don't know. Because when we reach Canteen 2, we saw the TT Nite finalist is having a road show there.. Haha.. Chee Huat is there!!! Haha.. Chee Huat, gambateh.. you can be the best Emcee!!!

Then, we suddenly give WaiWai bring to an Interview at SWC (Student Welfare Centre). They are having interview for SSSH students which are interest to become member of SSSH. The pretty girl who interview me was Senior Evelyn. (Haha.. The way she wear very formal is kind a cute girl...)

Then, after the interview... We are late for our AHMC2924 E.Media class.. Ms.Theresa class...

Somthing unhappy happen after the class. Because,Mun Mun and I had already made an appointment to meet his Teh Teh, for the Cambrigde Jappanese Lesson, we are rushing!!! Some more i need to meet my cute cute senior to take my text book.. So, me and mun mun need to be fast. But.. Evelyn ask us to stay FOR A WHILE!!! So, me and Mun Mun stay for a while... We need to discuss about our presentation which is going to present on this Thursday. All of is there and we are WAITING FOR HUI YANG. Huiyang is still there packing his things slowly and chatting with Fiona. Oh My Goodness. We are waiting for you there. And can't youy notice Evelyn's face color??? She is very angry already.

Then, he is here with us. But, we need to ask Ms.Theresa something and i am rushing. No one dare to ask MS.Theresa and I really TAK BOLEH TAHAN with that. So, I straight away get that laptop and show it infront at Ms.Theresa. Mun Mun and I are rushing, so i quickly go and ask Ms.Theressa that question. We go NO WRONG.

But, don't know why, Evelyn suddenly shout out: " Don't do la..." She is so stress and she put all the fault on my head. Hey.. Now so how?? She suddenly get mad at me, and what should i do?? So, i quickly ask Habby what is my Job, and we 2 went to meet my Cute cute senior.. And then only i meet with Mun's TehTeh.

But, I am still not happy with Evelyn's temper. We got something to do after class and we are rushing. I bring the laptop to Ms.Theresa and ask the question. Is there any problem?? If i don't do that, who else will do that?? Everyone there say: "U go" "I am scared" Then, in this situations, we no need to ask then Mun and me will be sure late for that appointment.!!

So, why was Evelyn mad at me and Mun???

I don't know. Mun Mun is just saying and comfort me that Evelyn is not mad at me.. She was like that just becasuse of HuiYang's attitude. Maybe, before this, HuiYang was there to pack his thing slowly and chitchating with Fiona...

Haiz.. I don't know and don't want to know what happen to her. I just know that, me, MunMun, Habby and Lloyd had just suddenly receive a Bomb from her...

Heart broken...

2009-06-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

something happen to me.. and i feel so hurt.. There's been a time for me to think of that i want to commit suicide...

But, i did not did that... My friends keep staying beside me and make me feel easy. I also understand that if i kill myself or hang myself in the toilet, no one will feel sad for me except my parents and friends.

Altough he hurt me so deep, but, don't know why... My heart still fall in love with him deeply... Can anyone safe me???

MunMun's PC store a lot of songs. There are a lots of song that suitable for a person which is in a very down and sad mood. After that, I just listened to all the song.

Then, don't since when, my tears fall. I cried aleady.. ALONE... In my dark dark room... thinking back our happy time in the past...

When can i stop loving him??? Don't know. God is the one who know the answer.
I think, this ia a text God gave me to test my braveness and how deep i love him.

Now, I really don't know what to do except crying... Can anyone help me??? I feel very suffering!!

一眼万年

2009-06-15T23:22:00.001+08:00

很伤心。。。突然间。。听见这首歌。。。好感动。。。

一眼万年
作曲：林俊杰
作词：姚若龙
演唱：S.H.E

泪有点咸有点甜
你的胸膛吻着我的侧脸
回头看踏过的雪
慢慢融化成草原
而我就像你没有一秒曾后悔
爱那么绵那么粘
管命运设定要谁离别
海岸线越让人流连
总是美得越蜿蜒
我们太倔强连天都不忍再反对
深情一眼挚爱万年
几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯
见证我们的极限
心疼一句珍藏万年
誓言就该比永远更远
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎么会浮现
泪有点咸有点甜
你的胸膛吻着我的侧脸
回头看踏过的雪
慢慢融化成草原
而我就像你没有一秒曾后悔
爱那么绵那么粘
管命运设定要谁离别
海岸线越让人流连
总是美得越蜿蜒
我们太倔强连天都不忍再反对
深情一眼挚爱万年
几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯
见证我们的极限
心疼一句珍藏万年
誓言就该比永远更远
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎么会浮现
深情一眼挚爱万年
几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯
见证我们的极限
心疼一句珍藏万年
誓言就该比永远更远
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎么会浮现
摆渡过斜风冷雨
春暖在眼前

Wednesday night.

2009-06-12T20:25:00.003+08:00

on the past wednesday night.. Erm.. I think is on 10/06/09, my college gang.. Fumi, Chee Huat, Carmen, Samantha, WaiWai, Andy, WaiKit, and MunMun.. Of course i oso joined them.

This activity is out of school compound and its near my hse.. Haha.. I go there my self...

When, we reach there.. We didn't expect its a church activity.. Haiz.. but nvmlah.. we oso reach there liao lo.. U wan balik meh?? So, we all go in lo... The Chee Huat, enter the room, he saw the enviroment lyk disco... He very fast 'high' ady...

The 1st activity quite nice la.. But we all seperate into 7 groups.. So, we all no partner.. then feel lyk the game very sienz..

haha.. next game only call interesting...
we all seperated into 6 groups.. each group will get 1 letter with a movie name and a few list which we need to act it out... Haha.. Me and samantha same group...

WaiKit is the first group and he ast JAY CHOW!!! ohno!! Wai Kit, u are Jay Chow, I am Jolin Chai lo.. Haha.. Later, Vins know i become Jolin liao, then he muntah darah lo.. haha...

Next group i thing is Andy's group... But i din notice his acting... Haha..
then my team la..

My team get the IP man movie title. haha.. and unfortunately... i need to act Japan ninja... Haha.. luckily i watch naruto... i noe Ninja movement is jump very fast de... And my t-shirt behind got the cap.. so.. i wear the cap.. haha.. they say i look lyk ninja..haha...

So, wen my turn to act.. I just JUMP out.. haha.. then, the speaker say shoot the 'am hei' so, i folow do lo.. then the speaker say, NINJA mati.. Haha.. So, i mai lie down lo.. Haha.. They say so funny. I oso feel lyk dat..

Then, until waiwai's group.. Aiyer... some1 go dating yer.. Haha...
then, Carmen's group.. Hah.. her acting is very good...

Then, is Chee Huat group the last group... I only saw he so shock to say:" MogoK!!!"
haha...

but.. actually is very sleepy and happy lo... Most thing is.. meet lengzai mah... haha...

AiFM on-air...

2009-06-11T19:48:00.004+08:00

2day, me, Mun, carmen, samantha and ling... 5 of us went to AiFM, the chinese radio station at angkasapuri there... We got the chance to be on-air guest 2day!!!!

But... When we reach there.. The guard say wear short pant de ppl can go in... So HOW??? Me, Carmen & Samantha wearing short pants... So... I got an idea... Mun and Ling go take the Pas Keselamatan.. My dad and mum oso take the pass keselamatan.. So, we all get into my mum car and go in lo... Haha.. We all success ady.. We can go in le...

So, we reach AiFM konti.. The on-air place... Wow.. our DJ, BiZhi and LiQiang is still doing program now.. Got ppl invite us to sit inside 1st... Then, we all have a look outside.. We start to feel a little cemas then we talk and talk.. To release our cemas... Then 4PM liao... Our time on-air ady...

We al go in the room and the DJ start our program.. Wow.. These 2 DJ talk very chinese talk very fluently... Then, the DJ want our name so she can introduce us later.. After a while.. The Program start liao..

DJ LiQiang wan me to intro myself 1st.. I am the leader... Then I say:" Hi, I am Rachel!!", then carmen, samantha, mun and ling de turn...

The DJ ask a lots of question then we all not so scared and cemas liao.. Me, Carmen and Samantha talk a lots... then we go and listen song..

Wen the advertisement and songs are playing.. the DJ ask us lots of private question... And we suddenly sing the AiFM theme song.. Then, DJ BiZhi want us to sing the song wen the advertisement finish ady...

So, we get the signal from LiQiang and we sing dat song.. Haha.. Very fun!!!!

Then, we talk about our new school life and very fast wan.. 5PM ady.. our time finish liao... So... We all say bye bye to the audience and we all take photo 2gether...

Then, the trainee send us out.. Wen my dad and mum, Mun and Ling go and pulang the Pas Keselamatan dat time... The gurad scold Mun and Ling... He scold mun and ling that she bring we all wear short pants de in...

HaiYo... Ppl come hear do program.. DJ forgot told us cant wear short pants, is not our fault leh...
But, nvm lah.. Over liao... Nw we all happy.. So, dun wan kira with u...

Haha... Then, we all balik happily...

Go KLCC...

2009-06-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

Wah... 2day finally go back to the school... Suddenly feel so energetic at school.. Of course la... Can come back to school and study, no need lie down in the hospital and sleep whole time...

2day got 3 class.. 1st and 2nd class are tutorial class at block V
then at 2pm to 4pm.. we go lecturer class with other group.. Means.. with Carmen, Samantha, Andy, Elroy, Vins and WaiKit...

OhNo... Study with them really cant concentrate... Copy notes until half then they make me laugh... Especially Vins and WaiKit...
WaiKit copy until half oso duno teacher change to new slide... Then, he say:"Har?? Teacher change new slide ady?" We copy until half then all laugh... Hey WaiKit... U wake up ady not??

Then after class.. We plan to go KLCC for a movie... So, Carmen, Samantha, Eliza, WaiWai, Me, WaiKit, Andy, Fumi, and "FISH" all go to KLCC together... Samantha and FiSH bring a can drink into the LRT.. and they 1 to throw that can... so... samantha threw away d rubbish when we reach a station and she ran out ran back to the LRT...

Then, duno who challenge me to throw away the can for Fish.. So.. I go throw the can at AMPANG PARK Station.. walao.. the rubbish bin is damn far for our LRT leh.. SO... I run out and go back to the LRT on the other door...

See.. I make it...

Haha.. Actually i can believe that i can make it oso.. Coz.. if i dun come in thru the other door... I sure cant get back to the LRT... Haha..

I masuk hospital...

2009-06-02T15:28:00.003+08:00

On sunday night... Or i should say Monday morning, coz its 2am.. I suddenly had a stomach ache and my mum was so 'cemas' and she send me to PANTAI INDAH HOSPITAL, Pandan Indah, emergency ward...

Then the emergency ward doctor came and say i have to masuk ward and wait till d specialist doctor to come and check me...

Then, i kena 'gantung air'.. In BI i duno how to say...

So, i just stay in the ward and sleep and eat until 2day.. I was discharge dis afternoon...

Erm... What sickness i get.. I need to ask my mum for it.. Coz doctor just tell my mum and din tell me...

what a funny day...

2009-05-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

2day... actually i got class around 12pm to 1pm... i reach school around 11.00am.. then, i went CITC ton9 and wait MunMun... then only we go to DK ABC for our Hubungan Etnik class...

Our lecturer is an india guy... he is quite funny... at least, he can made the whole class laugh and wont be boring...

After class... I meet some new frens...

Vins (The boy look like Li Jiu Zhe), WaiKit, Elroy, Andy and others...
Samantha and Carmen i already knew them but just not that close...

But,2day... we are very close to each other and had a happy time.. after clas.. i introduce waikit and vins the ICE... haha.. Vins is sooooo happy with the ICE at canteen 2.. after we finish our lovely and cool ice.. we went to library...

Erm... Something really funny happen in the library...
We, 3 of us are looking for the chinese language section.. and unfortunately.. its at the 6th floor... So, we need to 'climb' 6 floor to the chinese language section...

We saw the notice saying: 'Walk Gentle!'.. So, Vins so us how is 'walk gentle' look lyk... OMG... The way he walk is soooooooo funny.. I feel so kesal did not record down the way he walk...

Then.. We continue our class at DK Y.. Next to the library...

After the class... Vinz, WaiKit and me actually go for the 2nd round of ICE... Haha..
HE is ADDICTED...

Music Class..

2009-05-28T21:03:00.007+08:00

2day.. purposely go to college to meet MC and KY... Haiz.. Plan to rest at home since 2day got no class... but i need to return MC rm35 dat she help me paid last week...

She need dat rm35 to pay for her new guitar...

MC's new guitar...

then.. I found out my sweet heart... DRUM set... AH... My darling.. I miss you soooo much....

My sweet heart...
I am going to study drum skill here.... for 1 semester...

My darling... Oh My darling...

We actually quite gila in the music centre... We all so happy to meet GuiLing Jie.. aha..she become more pretty liao...
Then we all lagi gila inside there... Hehe...

Assignments....

2009-05-28T19:38:00.002+08:00

OhNo.. Just the first week of my class.. then got 2 assignment liao... Haiz.... 2 assignment and 1 presentation... Dunno what to do... Luckily... All the assignment need to hand in in a group form and a hand in on the 8th week...
But the presentation need to present on the 4th week...

Haiz... Presentation... What to do??? Title is what???

Finally...My timetable is out!!!!

2009-05-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

Our DBC1 timetable is finally out... 2day morning, a lots of ppl standing infront of d notice board and copy d timetable...

Thankx to my seniors and DBC1 course rept, Fumi... Thankz for upload the photos of timetable on the facebook... And we manage to get my timetable...

But.. I go to school for the class today... Lecturer didnt enter d class!!!!

Me and my coursemate, Evelyn, and MunMun... wait tat school for the class on 4pm to 6pm... Then, only we know... Lecturer wont enter the class today... Plz la... I go to school early morning... Now, only u tell me the class cancel!!!

So many ppl in front of the notice board...

Sick of waiting....

2009-05-24T19:29:00.002+08:00

Oh No!!! I am sick of waitng... Waiting the timetable out is so tiring!!!!
Keep siting in front of the PC and logon to the TARC website... Wait.. Wait.. Wait...

Nothing!!! Then, got a sms forward from my coursemate.. Call me go to school and have a look at notice board!!! What??? Now only he school office post the timetable on the notice board??? then those who did not go to school 2day.. how the get d timetable from there????

OhNO!!!!!!!!!!!! Headache ady...

TARC College - Human Monopoli Day

2009-05-22T20:50:00.003+08:00

2day is out TARC college last day for orientation week. We had HUMAN MONOPOLY activity for today... its something like treasure hunt... But, we had 10tokens which is actually red and white stone.. we need those 'tokens' to play games and each games at every station need minimum 10 tokens.

because of our school is TOOO big... so, when we move from a station to another station, we need to run very very fast... Its so tired... XiaoWei, MeiYee, KitYee, LiYing, MunChing,and me and another 2 girls 2 boys form a group.. The group named YELLOW EAGLE!!!

We have a break from 11.30 till 12.45 and we all need to stop the game and gather back at the sports complex. we gather inside and take a rest... then we continue a new game... In this game.. the current group must make a circle and mempertahankan our own group. we need to hold or 'tie' the person next 2 us tightly and cant let go each other... then, the other group will come and pull us away from our own group. If we got pulled out, i nned to join the new group and help them make the group bigger...

The 1st round... Safe... No group come and pull us...
2nd round.. we pull other group and we manage to get 3girls and 2boys join our group...
3rd round as well.. We get the order from the emcee and pull the others group...

finally... 4th round... because we manage to be safe from other groups.. and there is a very BIG group. So, the emcee and us whether we want to join that big group. But we refuse and finally they attack us... Me and meiyee keep holding each other.. so they cant seperate us.. but at last.. we lost and join other group..

There's something sad and bad happen to me.. But, its ok.. I dun wan to mention it here... And i accept their apologize...
Then we continue our game...

The last game.. me and meiyee and another 2 girl was sucess to stay with each other together and did not seperate... and no body can seperate us... Then we had our lunch and continue our monopoly...

At the end... we get the 11th place out of 50 groups.. Yeah.!!!

Yellow Eagle!!!!

one of the game in Human Monopoli

Start my new life in college....

2009-05-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hey.. After dis orientation week, i am gonna start my new life at TARC college... I am studying Diploma In Mass Communication Major in Broadcast, they call as DBC 1 mins diploma broadcast year 1..

Oh My GOD.. i ady fed up wit dis college... its so big...
These few days.. I very tired of walking around this college.. From DK ABD to Canteen 2 is such a long distance... I, KitYee, and MunChing walk until leg pain...
And make us very rush.. But, i join Emcee category audition with MunChing and KitYee join instrumental category.. This audition make us more rushing to our DK at the end of the TARC.. Too far man.. must bring bycicle liao..

Haiz.. But, wad i can say is.. college life and high school life is totally different... I really miss our high school sweet time... chitchating in d class... sleeping while teacher teaching infront. haha..

I cut hair again... At Genting Klang....

2009-05-20T21:50:00.004+08:00

2day, i went to kolej on 9.ooam for d society day...... I plan to reach TARC at 9.00am but, when i plan to go on 8.30am, but unfortunately, my mum's car enjine rosak.. so i wait my dad hoe and send me to colledge...

After we have a look on the society day... Me, Munching, KitYee, Jasmine, AngPooiYee went out of dkolej and look for d music class... then we had of lunch wit XiaoWei, KitYee, and MunChing at Genting Klang PizzaHut.

Then... I suddenly folow them to cut my hair... Rachel!!!! ur hair so short.. still cut??? Nvmla... weather very hot mah... cut shorter... its ok..

Then i wash my hair and cut my hair...

XW keep taking our pics when we are having hair cut inside... XW is the only 1 who did not cut d hair...

Haha.. all the pics is in XiaoWei's blog .. go and have a look!!!

Wedding Dinner... i drunk...

2009-05-18T21:29:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night... I went a wedding dinner at Concorde Hotel on 6.50pm...
I went there so early because we promise MC dat we will be early and chitchat wit our frenz...

Very happy to see BearBear, MeiYee, Michelle, PuiYi, XiaoWei, PuiWen and LJ again... Haha... MunChing was sooooo pretty yesterday... All gold...

We are so happy and we get our seat on table 31.. My birthdate... And, we happen to be the most noisy table... Coz we all keep talking and laughing...

When the dinner starts.... We have our delicious food and... BEER and RED WINE... Me, Michelle, XiaoWei, PuiWen and MunChing actually did not eat much and we drink alot...
The waiter keep on adding redwine and beer for us... OhNo... We are saying dat the waiter aim us and want to make us drunk... We drank alot, and we keep going to the toilet.... In the toilet.. We din gave up any chance to take our pretty pic...

Haha. We keep drinking and the toast... We did finish up the whole cup of beer and redwine... OhNo.. I start to feel drunk.... But XiaoWei is worst... She throw up and takboleh tahan liao... Me, and MunChing.. Erm. We are a little high and drunk.. But our mind is still very clear... The problem is.. I cant walk straight line...

Haha.. Then, when we going home... We are saying dat our first day colledge life will be late.. Haha.. Lucking i dint...

But... I vomit when i am home... Luckily not serious... Haha...

环保义走日 + 迎新会 + 生日会

2009-05-09T23:15:00.003+08:00

今天，下午三点，小肥和耀圻来接我到教会去。。。车上，我认识了新朋友，LIYANG 和LORRA。。。过后，有认识了D＇WEI，JIMMY，WILLIAM 和其他人。。。

原本，我打算加入青团去去大草场拾垃圾，放风筝。。。可是。。。我无端端的被那个X汶杰拉去当翻译，说什么中国人听不懂英文，要我当翻译。。。奇怪，要当翻译，你不会去啊。。。所以，我没有拾到垃圾。。。可是，我在那剩下的半小时里，还来得及放风筝（虽然风筝飞的不是很高啦。。。）然后，我们大家拍大合照！！！

过后，我们大家一起走回去教会等待聚餐的开始。。。在等待的过程，DESMOND 拉我们去玩 MAFIA。。。哈哈，我搞不懂耶。。。为什么不出声音的那个人会被说是凶手呢？？？我为什么这样说呢？？因为，我安静的坐在那里，ANDREW 竟然怀疑我是MAFIA！！！主啊，饶了我吧！！！您知道我没有杀人！！！

然后呢，我们全部到楼上去玩别的游戏。。。游戏简介，我懒得说。。。重要的是结果：我队输了。。。而且，还被罚的很好笑。。。

出发完毕呢，众人等待已久的聚餐开始咯！！！聚餐后，我们就开始我们的迎新会+生日会。。节目过程很开心！！！我们第四组，在＂猜谁的妈妈＂，和＂画图猜字＂的比赛中获胜！！！奖品：棒棒糖一包。。。

还有，我们的生日会！！！在这里，我要祝DONNY生日快乐！！！过后，我们就平安，散会！！！

默默的爱着他。。。

2009-04-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

默默的爱着他。。。

我在这几天想了又想，我还是不要告诉他。。。
不告诉他，是我最后的决定。。。
因为，我还是很怕会被他拒绝。。。
我想，还是维持目前的好朋友关系吧。。。

至少，我还可以每天和他传简讯。。
我伤心的时候，我还是可以向他诉苦。。。
开心的时候，我还是可以跟他分享我的愉快。。。

我想，我还是默默的爱着他比较好。。。

那天，教会分发84期的＜青春路刊＞，是关于＇偷偷喜欢你＇的。。里面写着几句让我去深深的思考。。。

＂爱，的确是一门不容易学习的功课，但是，当爱被拒绝时，也不应该从此就闭上心门，到应该用正确的方法，找对门路，好好疗伤才是。＂

＂不要心思急躁，急急开始了一段感情，匆匆又结束，又再寻找下一个开始。这过程不单伤害了别人，同时也带给自己伤害，甚至对感情失去了信心。＂

我怕我对他的这一段感情会伤害他，吓跑他。。。
所以，我决定默默的爱着他，成为他的好朋友！！！

爱他，要告诉他吗？？

2009-04-14T12:44:00.000+08:00

爱他，要告诉他吗？？
爱他，不想和他当朋友，想当他的情人。
却又怕他拒绝你，然后就连朋友也没得做。。。
想说又不敢说。。。

我想了有想。。。
陈慧茹，勇敢的告诉他吧！！！
告诉他，至少我可以没有遗憾，因为我曾经努力过。。。
至少，他知道我的心在想什么。。。
我不用在他面前装的那么辛苦。。
我可以安心，勇敢的面对他。。。

可是，我怕他知道后，他不接受我，会逃避我，离我远远的。。。
到时候，我就会失去我们原有的友情。。。
哪个时候，我就会很恨我自己，为什么要告诉他呢？？
我为什么要那么笨的告诉他，然后自己亲手的破坏原有的关系。。。

上帝，求您帮助我吧。。。求您赐我聪明智慧去处理这份感情吧。。。

Hey, I am back!!

2009-04-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

Haha.. Finally, i got time and chance to go back to my church... The PANDAN INDAH METHODIST CHURCH!!!...

At first, when i came back from NS, i am trying to find some chances to go to church... But, the first sunday, my mum took me to some colledges open day...
The second sunday is Qing Ming.. I follow my family back to hometown 'SAO MU'.. Haha.. I did plan to stay at KL alone for that weekend, but i know my dad will be very angry about that and my grandfather miss me alot since i went to NS.

So, that 2 weekend, i didn't make it to church... And the thrid sunday after i came back from NS, i oso cant go to church. My uncle is busy and cant send my cousins to Pandan Lake Club for their babminton lesson... He ask me to help him... Erm.. Actually i can say no to him, but i am very embrassing to do that. Uncle threat me very well and i dare not to say no to him when he need my help.

Luckily, Thank GOD. In this week, i manage to go to church youth fellowship. YaoQi phoned me in this afternoon, and he ask me whether i am free to go to church. Of course, my answer will be YES!! and i won't miss any chances to make YaoQi as my driver. Keke...

Yesterday, is Good Friday and tomorrow will be Easter Day. The day Jesus Christ risen again. I went to today fellowship and the pastor is sharing about Jesus sacrisfied himself for us and follow what the truth said. I like this pastor altough i don't know who is him.. (Tha old pastor had gone to other place and i am quite long didn't go to church... Erm, since NS till now.) Haha.. What he shared with us just now is very meaningfull...

And the next week fellowship is about A TALK FOR BLOGGERS. Others church will come to our church for this church.. Those who interest with this talk, can come to our church on this coming Saturday (18/4) at 7.30pm. or you can call PIMYF hotline 017-6980098 for enquiries..

The most happy things is i meet my friends again.. Davey, Agnes, Barbie, Cathlyn, and Isaac... Haha.. Davey is still that funny and Barbie is still that pretty.. Another 2 new members from Sibu, Lawrence and Edwin. Erm, i think i am the only 1 KL people in today fellowship. PIMYF members are mostly people from Sarawak... i am the aliens in there... their language.. hahaa.. i really cant understand...

But, anyway.. i am very glad to go back to church again...

Being a facilitator for SMJK CHUNG HWA

2009-03-21T20:48:00.002+08:00

On Thursday morning until evening 6pm, i went to Abg Jinggo camp and work for him as a facilitator... SMJK CHUNG HWA, a quite well-known school in my ex-school and Cheras area... When i heard Abg Jinggo saying that chinese school is going to his Kem Kepimpinan Pengawas, I was so shocked. Because my first impression of SMJK CHUNG HWA is all anak orang kaya or pelajar lyk ulat buku... How come they are coming to a camp that will make them dirty and full with mosquito bites??

But after that, they proved that what i think is wrong. They are so active and creative. There are a few students that left me a very good impression to them and to SMJK CHUNG HWA.

The form fives seniors are really strict but friendly like our school (2008 Form 5 Seniors in SMK Puteri Titiwangsa..) They look very strict but, the juniors can play, chat, joke along with them...

They are also very creative and can get along with the juniors easily... Although most of the juniors are from Form 1 and 2 and they stil didn't meet each other before this.. They can cooperate together and work together easily as a team member to make a game or mission suceesfully done.. This is what i feel proud of them..

I actually saw some of them are born to be a leader and got the potential to be a leader... Although some of them are form 1 and 2, they are brave enough to give us their opinion and suggestion. There are even a form 5 senior like to argue some facts with Abg Jinggo...

I feel so happy to meet the students from SMJK CHUNG HWA.. Hope we got chance to meet again...

At Day at Genting...

2009-03-18T00:45:00.001+08:00

Oh No...
Going out with my uncle and cousin again... Sad man!!!!

Feel like no freedom going out with them... Although we went to outdoor theme park... But, my sis and i still need to acompanied them to play the teacup & etc.

Need to say bye bye to my roller coaster... my space shot... and lots more thrill ride...

Juz as i expected... when we enter the outdoor theme park... the first one they play is the horse thing... riding the littkle horse inside for afew round!!! Oh Man!!! Damn boring... Help me....

My Frenz at NS...

2009-03-15T22:57:00.018+08:00

Haha... In this National Service at Kem Hutan Rekreasi Ayer Keroh, Melaka... Thank GOD. I meet lots of friends from different states...

XueYing.. my little sister and roomate...

(photo taken on the last day in NS... Ying, don't cry!! We will still meet again..)

JingYi.. my best friend and roomate...

(although she is very quiet... but she is very carefull... always check something for us...)

3 of us in Celoreng...

SuZen... My another Sister... The gila 1....

David Ng... my uncle... haha...

(haha... handsome right??? proud to had this good, handsome and funny friend & uncle.. photo taken on our Majlis Penutup PLKN...)

Daniel Chia... The best singer in Ayer Keroh!!!

(photo taken after kembara halangan competition... haha.. conteng muka nampak ganas sikit...)

my brother... AiXi...

(a person who lyk to bully me... but each time he bully me, we will left each other a sweet memory...)

Panda Lim... a cute guy... and responsible boy...

Ah Ma, the horse and Kevin, the Rabbit...

(Photo taken on the Malam Citra Puisi...)

Ah Yap... Jay Chou number 1 fans...

Qarafi... Pemengang 2 balak Kompeni ALPHA...

(ALPHA is so Hot to Go!!! H.O.T T.O G.O Aumm!!!)

Fikri.. Pemegang 2 balak Kompeni Delta...

Miow Miow... The big sister of all...

Ann Teh... The LG gang boss... My primary school friend....

Tomoi... Si Ganas...

Our Komanden.. Leftanent Kolonel Tuan Haji Mehat bin Haji Che Man...
Our BIG BIG BOSS...

And lastly... Our gang - The Kompeni CHARLIE!!!

(Charlie! Charlie! Gagah Perkasa! Kerjasama! EhWaEhWa ehwaleluwa!)

I am back from NS... Take result today!!!

2009-03-12T21:29:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, I just came back from my National Service training... At last, i end my training for 3 months... Erm, i actually very sad to leave my friends and teachers there... We cant sleep on the last night... I chat with JingYi, XueYing and WeiYen until early morning 4am.. Then, we sleep for 2 hours. Coz the next day, 0645 must go and have breakfast and balik kampung masing-masing... Sad man... I actually can tahan my cry.. but my little sis, XueYing she cry ady... She make me cry as well... I hug her tightly and we promise each other will keepp contact each other... Then, me and JIngYi send her out to her parents car... Her parents pick her up... And me and JingYi follow the bus provide back to KL and Batu Pahat...

XueYing, she cry... I am so sad to seperate with her... JIngYi as well... 3 of us, always eat together, bath together and sleep 2gether... We oso join activity 2gether... Me and XueYing join TTS (tempur tanpa senjata) together for the video shooting from the TV station. JingYi, she is too soft to join TTS, so she jadi the pengyokong... We 3 got a lots of memories together... Happy memories and sad memories.. But this make our relationship more kukuh...

JingYi, she is too soft and quiet... But she is very very prihatin.. I as the big sis of 3 of us, always forgot something and JingYi & XueYing will sure remind me!!! if i lost somethng, they will help me to search 2gether... JingYi is the 1 who always wake me up early in the morning.... But now... Left the handphone alarm to wake me up... I really really miss our laughter... I really miss the time we stay together....

XueYing riding horse...

Me!!!

21 dancers from PDRM and 4 of us!!!

Sad man!!! 2day take result!!!...
early morning follow my sis to school... reach school early morning... go and find my teacher... All the teacher say:" nampak macam kurus dah!!" "nampak melayu sikit la!!" haha... then they ask me about my experience in NS... all the juniors saw me oso quite happy... They are having their sports day reharsal 2day... Then i go and 'sibuk-subuk' 4 a while.... I am so shock to see Pn. Rozita had transfer back to school again!!!! Happy...

After taking result, i go Redbox with Munching, Xiaowei and KitYee... My result... I planned not to tell here... Damn bad!!! I am very happy to see my old friends again!!! We went to Pavillion RedBox and sing from 1145 till 1500... Then only i puas hati and go home!!! haha.. We did got chance to go toilet and take photos...

I am back from NS for CNY holiday!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-24T23:23:00.001+08:00

My life at Kem PLKN Hutan Rekreasi Ayer Keroh, Melaka

On the 27 December 2008, I left my family and went for National Service training. In the beginning, I feel very excited. Maybe I am a type outdoor adventure girl, that’s why when I get the NS letter, I am very happy.

When I reach Kem PLKN Hutan Rekreasi Ayer Keroh, Melaka, after I am done with all the registration (for the kompeni, room number, heatlh checking, etc), I went to my dom (room). A small but clean room which allow 7 people to sleep inside. They also provide us a locker each.

When I step in the room, my first friend is Miow Lee Mei (we call her Miow) from Seremban. She is a very nice person and until now, she helps me a lot. We call her Big Sister because in the room, she is the elder and I am the second sister. Then the other roommates came… I meet a lots of new friends (boys and girls), and one of them is my primary school friend. The trainer calls us to get our PLKN uniform. They provide us 2 class uniforms, 2 PT shirts (PJ SHIRTS), 2 celorengs (the one look like the soldier shirt but it’s in blue color), 2 bath towels, I spike boot, 1 class shoe and 1 sport shoe.

Then, we gather at the hall. The Ketua Jurulatih gave the entire trainers a talk about our discipline and rules here. It’s quite boring and all the teachers telling us the same thing. The Kem Komandan also keep remind about not trying to escape from this Kem (there are a few cases before this).

After that, the teachers separate us into 8 groups for character building class (CB class). In the class, we learn module 1 and module 2. Module 1 : Sikap Diri Sendiri. Module 2: Menampilkan Diri yang terbaik kepada Orang lain. We learned how to trust other people, not to shift responsibility, tuduh-menuduh, lead the group successfully, honestly and lots more. This lesson, we can’t learn at other places like school. It’s also very useful when we are out of the camp.

We also have physical class which makes us strong. Run the kolam air. Learn about kayak, peta dan kpmpas, pengenalan tali (more on flying fox, abseiling), TTS (tempur tanpa senjata – something like karate or taekwondo) and marching. We also have a lots of sukan kreativiti like King’s finger, Sea rescue, all aboard, and kembara halangan.

We had kelas kerohanian on every thursday and friday. The buddists go to their own class at the hall. Islams go to surau for prayers. Hindus go to their class and Christians go for their service. They also took us to the church on every Sunday morning. We went to Calvary Life Assembly – a great church.
We also had our masa riadah. The teachers took the different kompeni for different activity. For example, go to the Hutan rekreasi, have a sukaneka competition, and etc.

Most important thing here is the place. We got a big kolam behind the padang kawad. Near hutan rekreasi and near McDonald. It’s a very nice place to have a training here. The food they prepared is also quite nice (although it is always spicy).

As a conclusion, I am very happy here. After my CNY holiday, I will be more focus on the training.

I am here wishing all of you HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
To all my PLKN friends, don't forgot our CNY presentation after our holiday!!!

Wish me best of luck...

2008-12-26T19:49:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow, 27/12, I will be leaving for National Service. I am going to Melaka for training... Erm... I think i will be back on 11/03/2008... Haha.. My church members did call me out for a party... Wishing me best of luck...

BBQ outside, shopping, watching movie at Pavillion. Haha... I am not sure whther they celebrate because i m leaving (they want me to leave???) or just wish me all the best and they will miss me..(ehem!!!)... But anyway, thankz.. They really gave me lots of happy memory before i going to NS...

Packing all my things to NS take me one week time... Shirts, shampoo, sunblock, bible and lots of thing... I need 2 luggage, but the in the NS booklet, there written that every student can only bring 1 beg sandang and 1 luggage... So, i cant bring much shirts and food. But, mum say that next weekend she will visit me at Air Keroh.

My mum and aunt keep telling me that how to take care of myself. I think they are very worry about me, but i think i can take care myself out there. I think i am independent enough to go NS. They also prepare lots of medicine and a first aid kit for me...

My father and uncle are not worrying about my safety. They said, I am strong enough and wont get sick. Unexpected, they are worrying about my $$. They scared i don't have enough money to use. They give me RM300 for me to shop at Melaka.. (Excuse me, i am going for training. Not holiday!!) But anyway thkz... Haha.. My pocket money increase!!

Pastor and Church members keep helping me to pray for safety. They also help me to seacrh for a methodist chuch at Jasin, Melaka to take care me at there... Thkz guyz.. I appreciate it very much!!!

I think i will miss u guyz very much... Thkz, because so caring me...
But, i think i will manage to take care myself...

Christmas. Shopping??

2008-12-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming... Most of going to holiday... Shopping... Buying present to exchange... And whats more???

Before i believe and accept Jesus, I am like that also... But now, i changed. I didn't go shopping, celebrating with friends outside and spend money to buy present anymore.(pretend like Santa to give present to all my friends and relatives.)

I join christmas dancing performance, caroling and worship God.
I feel happy like this. Although tired and busy, but no one complaint about it. Because, all of us no that we are working for Jesus.

I am glad that i finally found my true God and I am waiting to baptise after i come back from NS.

Relax.... A family trip to NZX

2008-12-03T22:50:00.004+08:00

After SPM... I finally can relax...
I on9 until 2am and continue watching korea drama until 6am... Honestly.. I am active at night.. And slept in the morning.. But i wake up at 2pm in the afternoon...

Haha... This is my life...

That day.. my family and I went for a trip at Damansara.. Its call Nui Zhe Xui(NZX).. It looks like another Petaling Street.. But there got air-cond service and more high class than the Petaling Street at KL...

Luckily that day... There got a Fun-Tasy Festival... Its a carnival to see a lot of Disney character lantern... The LION KING, NEMO, WALL-E, MICKEY and lots more...
the Disney character lantern is very beautiful and colourful... the entry fee cost RM5 for a child and RM10 for an adult...

The tikect we bought can use as a coupoun for the games inside the carnival or change a drink with a beautiful bottle or cup... We got RM55 coupun and we change 2 bottle for RM40...

We took a lot of nice photo...

Tomorrow is SPM!!!!!! Prepared???

2008-11-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

Haha... I am sure some of you are still studying very hard for tomorrow SPM examination... And some of you have no feel about it and just take it easy!!! Erm.. I actually i am quite nervous and a little cant sleep tonight.. I think i will stay up very late to revise back to komsas and sejarah...

Haha.. Actually, I think I had prepared very well for BM but i don't think my sejarah is ready for the exam tomorrow...

I know God will give me strngth and wisdom for my SPM examination.. Thats why I still wanted to go to the church for Sunday service (altough my parent are mumble + ing there)... I can feel God give me confidence for the examination..

Thankz for the brothers and sisters from church who SMS me and wish me all the best for my exam..

Thkz for my grandaunt from Kuala Lipis who purposely call me in the night and urge me lots of things...

Thkz for Florence (my sister) who call me and wish me all the best..

Thkz for Jesslinda, IngYii, Soo, Audrey, and Lilian.. The wishes from you guys give me alots of strength..

Thkz for all my classmate.. Yours SMS that want me to forward message really cost me a lot of credit.. But i still send it.. Haha..

Teachers.. Thkz for giving us the knowledge. So that we can go for exam full with knowledge..

GOOD LUCK, FRIENDS..

SPM left 5 days!!!!!

2008-11-05T20:47:00.002+08:00

Oh NO!!!!! Spm just left 5 days from now!!!! I still havent fully prepared yet!!!! How??? What to do??? I skip school because i thought i can study at home and fully concentrate on my study... But......

My sister turn on the PC and play her song loudly... My mum (always) turn on the astro and listen to her old melody song... What???? in this case.. how can i concentrate... I also ignore the doctor advise that not to stay up so late... But i still sleep around 2am.. Don't misunderstanding.. I stay up so late because i study in the midnight... haha... in the midnight no people will disturb me to study...

But something i don't like is.. i need to eat the medicine after my dinner... But all the medicine: fever, flu, sore throat, and antibiotics will make me feel sleepy... And i actually did something........ I didn't eat the medicine after the dinner and straight away study until 2am... OR i drink coffee to wake me up!!!

i know its bad for my haelth.. but i need to concentrate on the study... Then only i can score good results in my real SPM.. I cant make my parent disapointed...

Ahha.. Btw, thanks for the brothers and sisters who send SMS to wish me goodluck... and thanks for those who are very concern to me after they know i am sick... Thankz very much...

Plz pray for me to do my best in the SPM.. Thankz..

SWT.. Now, my turn to fall a sick.

2008-11-02T16:30:00.003+08:00

OMG. I just posted a blog on how to stay healthy yesterday...

But this morning, my sister and i fell a sick... Both of us had a high fever. My sis is just fever only.. But, I am also suffering running nose and sore throat... U will hear a man voice when talking to me!!!

Haha.. My mum did scold me because i am not taking care of myself.. She say i am going to sit for SPM for another 9 days more.. I still can sick at this time..

HAha.. Think back.. I remember i fall a sick on the early October and late October.. Now.. I sick again...

Haiz....

I think I should follow the tips i post yesterday...

Stay healthy

2008-11-01T23:56:00.006+08:00

In this ‘exam fever’ season, I notice that some of them start to fall sick... Those who are not sitting for exam are also sick... Especially kids and students.

I found out some ways to stay healthy. Some people said: ‘Early to bed, early to rise, makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise’ Ha-ha. I think the school text book for primary school always mentioning it. ‘早睡早起，身体好’…

What we need the most is water. We need to drink a lot of water every day! The water I mean is plain water or mineral water or cook water. NOT soft drinks. Drink water regularly is good for our health. One of my sir told me to drink water that is preferably warm.

Besides that, having enough sleep is also a way to make us stay healthy. Many people go to bed very late. (I am also one of them! Hehe). We need to sleep 7 to 8 hours every day. This can make our brain feel fresh early in the morning.

Get regular exercise can also keep us healthy. This is a bit of a no-brainer; exercise keeps you fit, helps you to keep your weight at the right level, and boosts your immune system. It’s also great for your mental health – doctors often advise regular exercise as a way of treating mild to moderate depression.

Eat Good Food. Eating well keeps your body in great condition. Getting all the nutrients that you need ensures that all your bodily processes are running well. That means simple things like getting your five-a-day, and making sure you have a good balance of foods from different food groups. Eating healthily also means keeping your weight at the right level

Segi Colledge... A trip with Friends...

2008-10-28T00:56:00.005+08:00

Erm.. I think its on 19 October..
Me, SookPeng, MeiYee & Ms.Wong went to Segi Colledge, Subang USJ for a seminar... Ahah!! Nice place!!! Maybe i can study here after my SPM.. (think about it first!!)

Around 8.30am we reach Segi Colledge!!! We had our breakfast at this colledge.. Wow.. Looks like colledge student!!! 4 of us having our breakfast at Segi Colledge canteen!!!

Then, We go back to the seminar hall.. We registered ourself and get ready for the seminar!!!

The seminar starts with the subjects physics... The speaker actually teaches us how answer paper 1 very quickly in 1minutes 45seconds for 1 question... He also keep mentioning that our 2 years of hardwork only test on 2 hours 30 minutes.. So, no need to waste so much time on 1 question!!! Wow.. Good idea.. 2years hardwork only been tested on 2 hr 30 mins..

After that, we got a 30minutes break after the physics seminar...

We, plan to have a meal again.. But time does not allowed us to eat again.. No time!!!
So, we walk around the colledge... Wow.. There's a exhibition at ground floor.. The student are showing the graduation products!!! We decide to have a look inside...

OMG!!! Their creations are so good!!!

Then, We continue our seminar and having lunch and till te end of the seminar...
We went back to the exhibition and have a last look at their products!!

Before leaving...

Penghargaan KOKO...

2008-10-28T00:35:00.007+08:00

Haha.. An overdue blog... Its on the Hari Penghargaan KOKO...
When is it??? Erm.. I cant really remember it...

But there's a few photos here.. Haha..

All my sijil & present!!!
Then, at Blk Senior.. I found out this one...
A Form 1maju girl gave me this around April.. Haha.. At that time.. Too many books to take, so i left i at the cupboard inside Blk Senior... Its a bear...

Haha.. Miss Wong camera is with me!! so, i took a lot of photo of my cert, present & bear....

A few days later......

I stay at Blk Senior the whole day... The Pn.Roshida said want to take a photo with me... Haha.. I am so happy.. She called me to wear the blazer... Wow!!!

Erm.. Looks different when i wear that blazer... Haha...

OMG.. Ms.Wong send me these photo.. She call these silly look!!!
Ok.. I admit it...

So bad... Call me silly face... (><)|||

My NANDO'S

2008-10-17T21:34:00.011+08:00

Haha.. Today, after tuition. I go JJ with my friends.. Erm.. We cant decide what to have for lunch, so i took them to Nando's... Haha!!! I think i had addicted to Nando's..

Wednesday, I follow SY, Croco & PW to Central Market. I want to buy something at KotaRaya and Popular Bookshop.
So, I follow them after school.

We took taxi there, and SY saw the Nando's near KotaRaya. She want to stop there and have Nando as lunch. So we stop at the bus station and cross the road to Nando...

When we get a place at Nando.. The waiter show us their Menu. I was looking into something nice & cheap. Then, the waiter suddenly show another 'credit card' for us.

Its actuaaly a promotion menu.. Haha.. 1/4 chicken with 2 sidelines + 1 peri soup (mushroom soup) + 1 no-frills, free refills bottomless soft drink for ONLY RM19.90.. WOW!!! cheap & good...

so, 4 of us order this.. my chicken flavour is Extra Hot Peri-peri, SY order the Hot Peri-Peri flavour, PW & Croco order the mild peri-peri flavour.. (croco cant eat spicy food, she scared spicy)

while waiting.. PW & SY take out their phone and snap photos...

then.. our food is here!!!

the Peri Soup!!!

PW's chicken!!! Mild Peri-peri

Croco's chicken... Mild Peri-peri

SY's chicken... Hot Peri-Peri

Haha!! Mine... Extre Hot Peri-Peri + Extra Hot Peri-Peri Sauce... I am Chilli King!!!!

After eating.. We pay the bill and SY, PW & Croco go for tuiton at Kasturi.. I go KotaRaya and buy something..

(^_^)" Wow... RM 91.60.. 1 person RM22.90!! Haha.. Its like this.. Eating at Nando's is this expensive..

Back to wednesday whole day.. XW pay me back RM24 because our class is returning the class fund.. We are not going to jamuan akhir tahun, because its held at the day before SPM!!!
So my wallet the RM19 + RM24 = RM43..
Txi to Kasturi.. RM6.. 4 person shared = RM1.50
RM43 - RM1.50 = RM41.50
Nando's lunch.. RM 22.90
RM41.50 - RM22.90 = RM18.60
Buy things at KotaRaya, RM5
RM18.60 - RM5 = RM15.60
bus back to Maluri = RM0.70
RM15.60 - RM0.70 = RM14.90
taxi from Maluri back to home RM3.40
RM14.90 - RM3.40 = RM11.50

Wow.. one day.. I can spend RM31.10..
I notice that RM31.10 is my birthday date.. 31 Jan!!

I shock day.. I very scared day

2008-10-16T23:03:00.001+08:00

Today… After school, I reach home… I saw my dad sleeping at the living room. So, I didn’t wake him up and let him continue to sleep. Around 4pm, he woke up and asks me for beer… Beer??? 4pm, he can ask me for beer. So I say the beer had finish. It’s true!!! He had finished all the beer and the refrigerator had no more beer.

I ignore him and I continue to wash the bowls and chopsticks. Mum always told us to ignore him when he asks for beer early in the morning or even afternoon. Then, I continue to wipe the bowls and plates and then cook the rice. He suddenly come to me, takes the glass and threw it to me. I was so shock and the glass pieces actually cut my hand. Some of the glass pieces drop inside to the rice and I need to throw away that rice and wash the new one.

I was so shock until I didn’t even notice the blood is bleeding and the pain. I just stand there and didn’t move… Oh GOD!! Please help me.. I was very scared and I dare not to cry in front of him. I stop the blood and continue my work. Then, I pack my tuition bag and go tuition. Actually, my tuition starts at 6.00pm to 8.00pm. But, I left my house and 4.45pm after I took my bath. I escape to Eric’s house and finally I feel better. Not that scares anymore.

Eric is my church friend, my brother and my neighbor. He always treats me very well and he is the only person I think I can rely on him. He gives me the feels like my real brother. So, I went to his house. Eric seems like very understand me and he did not ask me what happen. He let me stay at his house until 6.00pm and send me to tuition. I really want to tell him everything and cry in front of him. Maybe my self-respect is very strong, so I didn’t tell him everything and I didn’t cry in front of him.

After tuition, Eric says he will pick me up. So, I waited for him at my tuition centre. When he reaches there and picks me up, I was so happy to see JiaJin come with him. JiaJin is his girl friend and they just come back from a date. I suddenly felt so sorry that I think I had spoiled their date. If Eric didn’t come and pick me up, maybe they can go for their date longer… They are so good to me and they brought me KFC as dinner. Then, JiaJin say Eric is sending me home. I was so scared to go home and I scared to face my father...

I worried for a while and I ask Eric to accompany me home. JiaJin comfort me and make me think a lot of think. I don’t know how to describe it but I very comfortable. I finally reach home and I am very scared. Because my mother hasn’t reach home and only my father and I at home only. Luckily he is no drunk anymore.
I was so shock and my mum know everything. Then, my mum sends me to my aunt house and a few days. I can stay there a few and clear my mind…

I hope God can teach me what to do. I am sick of this kind of life..

My boring & fustrating day!!!

2008-10-14T19:20:00.004+08:00

WaLao... 2day got 5 periods of AddMaths before reccess leh... I really cant stand it.. Starting the time, the 'rainny' teacher teach Function!!! I still got the mood to listen wad Pn.Khariati teach..

After 1 period, i start to feel ...zzzZZZ! haha.. very sleepy leh... Strawberry also start not to listen to the lesson ady.. Start chatting with Croco.. Haha.. {Croco noe how to speak human langguange.. JKJK}..

I still can manage to listen to the Inverse Function and ask LH how to do it... After that... Totally no mood!!! Sleepy... To avoid to sleep at the class, (scared Datin & Pn.Sabarati walk over), i read novel!!!

I actually finish reading the 2 novel.. But Croco want to borrow it, so i bring it to school... I read again one of the book... I try not to cry out, because everytime i read the sad ending.. My tears will come out... Luckily i didn't cry out...

Then, Suddenly, when i turn back to them.. I heard them saying somthing about the 豬油渣.. Hah.. We did saying that one to open a group "anti-豬油渣" at FS.. Haha.. But we didn't.. We are not that bad...

After recess... we got 3 preiods BM, 2 periods BC/MM/MT.. BM,Pn.Norita didn't enter the class. then, we chitchat behind the class.. While XW,SY,Croco,Strawberry & Michelle chatting there, I teach MC how to do MM. We are really very bad in MM. After Ms.Wong 'polish' me for maths, my result for maths improve alot.. So, i promise MC to teach her Maths after i learn something new. Haha..

7pm, my uncle came to my hse.. He discuss my insurance plan with my mum. My mum bought an insurance for me.. My mum say i am going to NS, o need to buy an insurance. My uncle is the Great Eastern company's Group Sales Manager. So, my mum ask him to prepared a plan for my insurance..

but, when we discuss about my plan.. something interrupt us... a number from China or somewhere else (definitely not malaysia..) called to my phone.. I answer it. And there's a female voice. She is lloking for his son and i told her that she call the wrong number. So, she hang the phone.. Then, she call again. Once again, i told her she call the wrong number.. She call me a few time and i answer it. My dad answer it also.. She is stilling calling me!!!! OMG.. I m frustrated...

I off my phone immediately.. Then only i can continue with my insurances plan...
(><)!!!

A Day with Datin...

2008-10-10T20:51:00.003+08:00

Haha.. After the Penghargaan KOKO, I absent on Thursday.. Lazy to go to school and very boring at school.. Because the school is organizing Easy Maths seminar.. Haiz..

Today, FRIDAY!!! I went to school as usual.. But after the assembly, some unusual happen...... Pn. SitiHajar said all the Form5 class need to go to the Dewan Penataran Ilmu. Science class first.. So, 5SN1 and 5SN2 go to Dewan Penataran immediately after the assembly...

As we reach Dewan, I saw Datin, Pn.Sabarati (the new PK Akeademik) and Pn.Adelina is waiting for us inside there.. Haha.. I expect Datin will nagged us.. haha..

As we enter the hall, SN1 sit at a side and SN2 sit at another side.. (wah.. Looks like GANG1 vs GANG2). After that, Pn.Sabarati say that she will announce our analysis result for our trial now.. OhNO...

Wow.. SN1 students result very good.. Lots of A's and no G's..
But, you can see a big different after seeing our analysis result..
Less A's and Lots G's.. See.. Its opposite... Sigh..

The different of SN1 and SN2..

5 Science 1 (2008) DIFFERENCE
results: GOOD
Before examination: Study very hard
After examination (good results): Happy (most of them)
After examination (bad results): Cry, No Mood (Most of them)
Feeling of Examination: Stress

5 Science 2 (2008) DIFFERENCE
results: BAD
Before examination: Play, Play and play
After examination (good results): Happy (most of them)
After examination (bad results): No Feel (Most of them)
Feeling of Examination: Stress less

Haha.. Don't angry.. after seeing the difference up there... Sorry..
After that.. Then Datin give a lot of advise for us... Wow... 2 preiods, man!!!

Then, only until the Prinsip class and the others class turns.. Haha..

A day at school and after school...

2008-10-07T21:35:00.003+08:00

Tuesday... A very boring and sleepy at school... Pn.Khariati organize the Easy AddMaths program on today... I didn't take part on it, so i stay at the class... Together with me got LJ, SY and Wen.. Most of the teacher did not enter the class because most of our class student take part n the program.. Those who didn't join this program adsent.. Haha.. Only me, LJ, Wen and SY so rajin go to school..

Of course, U guyz will see me and LJ sleep in the class as we always did.. But LJ slept imediately after entering the class... I chat with SY and Wen until 9.30am then only i start to feel slepy.. At BM lesson, Pn.Norita enter the class... She usually will wake me up to concentrate her lesson... But today.. She said: "Tak Apa.. Sambung Tidur... Cikgu hari ini tak ajar.." Wow.. I didn't expect what she say... Of course.. I continue sleeping!!!! haha.. I slept until reccess time... (break record!!)

After recess, I went to the library to look for Pn.Roshida... I want to help Wen to borrow the HP printer installer... Then I saw Datin there.. Oh No... She is 'sport check + ing' the library... I quickly call hueyleng and lilian to clean the senior room, just in case she sport check the senior room.. haha..

Then, I return the class and.... Continue sleeping.!!!! I sleep until 2.00pm.. Because the malays return to the class... Then.. We wait for the school bell to ring!!!

Haha.. after school.. I follow XinYing and the form6 to Abg Azman house... He got an open house and invite me, and all the form6 student to his house... After school, we gathered at the school gate and waited for everyone... XY and me follow HanWen's car to Azman house.. Wow.. We are very enjoy at his house... Nice food.. Then, we are rushing to go back (I need to reach home before 4.30pm)... OhNO..

Then, I quickly follow HanWen's car to LRT station at Titiwangsa... Luckily i reach home at 5.00pm sharp...!!!

Finaly... I recovered...

2008-10-03T23:17:00.003+08:00

Thankz God... I finally recovered from my sick...

My mum scared me saying that all the symtomps are denggi symtopms......
NONO.. don't scared me...

Then, after i recovered... Go out immediately.. Haha.. I need to bring my church friends from Japan to eat dinner.. Wow...

I took then to have Mizi Syabu Syabu at Bandar Puteri Puchong.. (Wow..From Cheras go Puchong???) Luckily.. My job is bring them there and eat.. Haha.. I am ot going to pay for it..

This Mizi Syabu Syabu i went there the 3rd time ady... First time, my uncle took me there and introduce it to me.. Second time.. Haha.. I introduce it to my parents...
3rd time.. i intro it to My friends!!

Mizi Syabu Syabu is the best steamboat i ever eat... I got my own individual pot... So, its more hygiene and no need to scared my 'sick virus' can "send" to other people...

Its more safer to use an electronic powered pot... No need to scared to gas tong will 'boom' haha.. and its choice are more.. So that i wont need to 'fight' with the others for choosing which package i like... Its also very cheap...
Haha.. their green tea are bottomless.. Wow.. I like green tea...

more on this website... KY EATS - MIZI SYABU SYABU AT PUCHONG

Bored... Sick + ing...

2008-10-02T17:40:00.002+08:00

Haiz... I am already sick for 3 days...

Mum does not let me go anywhere.. Must stay at home and rest... She want me to sleep, drink water and drink the 'liong shui'.. OMG.. its very very very bitter...

want to go to the clinic... but clinic all close du to the Hari Raya...

Sad.. People celebrate Raya happily.. I celebrate Raya with sick... Sigh........

3 days.. 'Wantan' also duno pack how much ady... Tissue also not enough for me...

High fever.. Sore throat.. Flu... Feel very cool.. In a hot day, still can saw me wearing jacket... swt....
Haiz.... Sad...

I am sick now...

2008-10-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

After 2 days tiring... Finally, I am sick now..
Oh No... I hate that...

Got to eat medicine.. got to stay at home whole day...
Nonono.. Its too bored for me..

I think I am too tired.. After 2 days exercising & playing, i think I a really too tired and lack of sleep... Haha.. Should go for a rest now...

But.. Tomorrow I am going to PetroSains... Haha. Can't wait for it... But.. I should rest or continue to go to the petrosains????

I have book the ticket since last Friday... I have waited so long..

Its ok.. Lets God decide everything... God will show me the right way....

Family... & relatives...

2008-09-30T09:59:00.004+08:00

Haha.. Good News... My grandfather is OK.. Don't worry..

Yesterday, my use my uncle new camera and try to capture some photos.. Look... I captured photo with my cousin.. They come to my house for the whole day and also today.. We can play again...

I found out that they are very good in posing and face reaction also.. Can go for audition to become an actor... And after taking pictures at home, JuanBoy suddenly tell me.. "JieJie, I am hungry.. Want to go and eat??" Ermmm.. Ok.. But better ask $$ from my mum first.. Hahaha..

in the jail???

nice expression, girl..

JuanBoy..

my cousins and me..

GiekGiek, me and JuanJuan

my 3 cousins...

28 Sep 2008.. Tiring day... Haiz.

2008-09-29T18:12:00.003+08:00

Erm.. Yesterday, I am in a bad mood.. Don't know why?? Just feel like want to smash a lot of thing... Then, my mum say:"Girl, Why don't you follow your uncle to Pandan Lake Club today??? Go and relax there..."

Ohya.. I use to follow my uncle and my 3 cousin to Pandan Lake Club to exercise and relax.. After that, I stop going because i need to concentrate on my study and help my mum to do house work (homemaid went back Indonesia)..

Then I quickly phone my uncle that I will follow, then I go my aunt house (next to my house) to wait for my uncle.. (They are seperate) Then my uncle bring us for breakfast and then only we go to Pandan Lake Club...

As I reach Pandan Lake Club around 12.45pm.. I straight away change to swimsuit.. I quickly jump into the pool and swim to releasa my stress... Swim many round until i feel very tired... I lied down on the beach chair there and rest.. I did feel a little bit relax now...

Then, I saw uncle taking AhMa (my cousins grandma, father side) to me... He want me to help him to take care AhMa until my 3 cousins finish their badminton practice at 1.30pm.. He say after that, he will come and take care AhMa himself...

After that, I ask AhMa whether she had her lunch anot.. She say haven't, so i bring her to have her lunch.. While she is having her lunch, I just sit there and look at her.. She looks like my grandmother.. My grandmother pass away when I am 7.. She teach me how to walk, talk, eat and lots more.. When she pass away, I cry very loud.. I still miss her..

Then, I bring AhMa back to the pool side and sit.. I continue swimming until I am totally exhausted... Then, uncle come and bring AhMa for a walk beside the lake...

I feel very relax and comfortable but tired... Around 3.30pm, my 3 cousin want me to teach then to play bowling.. So, I bring them to the bowling club (2nd floor at PLC).. Although i feel very tired, but i always don't want to disapointed them.. Whaever they want and its useful, I will buy for them.. Just like my grandma treat me..

I teach them to bowl until 5.30pm and uncle bring us home... He want me to follow them for dinner... I know that.. Actually he want me to help to take care AhMa.. But.. Its OK..

I follow them to dinner, KL Tower and KLCC park for a walk... Then we go for our supper.. Before I go back to my house, my 2nd cousin, JuanBoy called me and give me a warm hug.. He say something to me.. "JieJie.. Today we are very happy.. I share a lot of food with you, play with you and sit you ur lap while we are on the car (car very crowded.. Like last time..." Then only I realised..

In the morning, I shared my noodles with him.. After that, we share our lunch, ice-cream, dinner n supper... He sit on my lap all the way we go everywher..

Haha.. He use to 'stick' with me alot...
Then i start my 2nd-dary school.. I play with him lesser...

Sorry Boy.. Jiejie, is quite busy.. But i promise u.. I will play with u next time...

a happy day for me...

2008-09-26T20:31:00.004+08:00

haha.. today i finally finish my last paper for trial...
i finish my Physics paper 2 & paper 1..
Hehe.. after that.. Pn.SitiBalqis immediately call us to go to dewan to salamwith the teacher...

I quickly go down and thanks to Pn.Azita, Pn.Roshida for their cookies...
Of course.. I salam with them also...

Then, I go to the staff room... look for ms.wong.... coz we plan to go somewhere... haha..
then i follow Pn.NurHayati to get back my book... While i am waiting.. Still got chance to wish Mr.Yong, Mr.Shim, & Mr.Nesa good luck..

After that.. I rush for my edubox class... But, as I get out of the staffroom.. I saw AiHui, JiaEn crying... I was wondering why, but SzeWei, Joyyi, WaiYee all are accopanying them, so i don't want to disturb them... Then i was shock to see S.theng cry.. Wow.. 1st time saw her crying... Then, i can expect what happen.. Something happen between them & SookPeng...

After that.. I saw Aihui sitting alone outside the KDP lab.. I hand her a tissue and left her alone.. I scared if I talk more.. She will feel more sad...

Then, the edubox class teacher say: Hari ini sambung kerja minggu lepas.... Haha.. Kerja minggu lepas, i already finish last week.. So, I ask permission for teacher to leave early.. She scan my name and then I go help ms.wong..

around 2.30pm.. We are ready to go for our plan... My sis, Ms.Wong n me all go donate blood.. (do go thing) haha.. I can donate.. But ms.wong suddenly cannot donate because today her blood pressure is very low... haha.. then i enter the room to donate my blood...

the process is quite long.. Nothing special but just pain when the jarum 'cucuk' masuk... then when it finish.. the nurse pull the needle with the tube out.. i press my hand there which just now.. But i press wrongly.. So, blood flow out to the cotton... (yer.. very disgusting)

Then, 3 of us take bus to Maluri... Ms.Wong belanja me n my sis eat Nando's Chicken at the Jusco Maluri... Wow.. She very kaya... Haha.. Coz just get her salary...
We eat until around 6.30pm.. I can consider that as dinner already.. We eat a lot.. Suprisingly, I think i saw someone at Nando's.. He looks very fimiliar to me.. Haha.. my sis say he looks like an artists...
ok.. i am not so concern about him.. i just want to call the waiter to help me at my coke.. Its too spicy.. I order a extra hot peri-peri chicken amd Ms.wong recomend me to add their extra hot peri-peri sauce.. So, its double hot peri-peri sauce.. But its still haven't reach my highest level... Haha.. Ms.wong eat until running nose.. I just keep drink water only.. Mysis.. OMG.. she say its not enough spicy... So she add again.. Actually, the whole bottle of extra hot peri-peri sauce when almost finish it.. (its actually very full in the bottle.. but we add until can see the bottom)..

Haha.. Then 3 of us talk bout Disember holiday.. Go eati together... Go traveling together.. I really feel that ms.wong is not my teacher anymore.. She is my sister..!!

Haha.. I wear lens...

2008-09-25T20:48:00.003+08:00

2day.. Our Chemistry paper 1 start immediately at 11.15am after reccess until 12.30pm..

After our exam... SH come and teach me again... Again.. All of them come and help me 'pump oil'.. (like watch football..)

Haha.. This time.. i only need 20min to wear my lens.. A little bit very happy.. But my eyes feel not comfortable and my tears keep coming out.. Maybe i still haven't feel 'biasa' yet...

Then after afew minutes later.. I start to feel very comfortable... feel relax..(no need to wear spec)..

Haha.. Then i wear my lens till my tuition at 10.00pm finish...

WOW!!!

Frens teaching me wearing lens at school...

2008-09-24T21:08:00.002+08:00

haha... Something terrible, horrible and vegetable happen on me today...
my friends all vey good.. XW, SY, MC, SH, LJ, LH, Croc and Michelle all teach me wear my contact lens that i brought on monday...

After reccess, we all sit at my place behind the class.. They want to teach me wear contact lens before our Biology paper 1 start..

Wow.. All of them teach me how to wear lens but i try very hard also failed...
Haiz... Why is this happen???

Then, LJ wear her contact lens and show me HOW to wear... They say i keep on blink my eyes and my eyes will 'escape' to others side...

But at last.. I failed... Never mind.. I will try harder again...

Sorry frens... Dun angry.. I am a little bit 'slow'

I hurt XW... Sorry...

2008-09-22T22:35:00.004+08:00

Last friday night... I chat with XiaoWei(XW) at MSN.. She told me that she want to give me a present... At that time, I feel that she is just joking with me.. Because that morning at school, MunChing(MC) and XW say their alomost 'bankrupt'.. No $$ go out and want to eat at food Court...

So, in this sitution, I really think that she is just kidding and I reply back 'sure no good thing' to her... Then she was very angry at MSN and don't want to chat with me again... I thought she is just acting angry with me only... And I reply that sentence 'sure no good thing' also in a kidding and joking situation...

But today at school, I found out that she was really angry with me.. Then, after the exam, I tried to apologized to her and wrote a letter to XW.. I don't know what she feel about my 'sorry letter'.. But i know that she is still got a little bit angry with me...

Then she SMS me, say that she never angry with me anymore.... But, actually sense that she is still angry with me...

But, I promise next time will think carefully before i say anything... If not will hurt my friends...

Lastly, SORRY XIAO WEI.... I am really SORRY.. PLZ FORGIVE ME....

rachel chan wai yue

又来！！失眠！！

又来！！失眠！！

责任

做人

Emo!! Unhappy and Stressfull!

近况~~~

新年快乐～～

最近

Steamboat again!!

many things to say!!!

The Big Country Orchestra

要专心上课咯。。。和 Orchestra

健忘。。。

累。。没精神。。。病了。。。

开学咯！！！

真实？？梦？？？

打羽球，累！

泻肚子

想念

假期！！！闷+衰！！

New LAPTOP!!

Mind Blank!!!

Exam end~ Holiday start!!!

The last paper!!! E1, gambateh!!

Disappointed....

班上里无形的距离感

一个人

Computer Broke Down. Study week...

We are ALL in 1 (E1) & Happy Birthday, Mr.ZEBRA~

~~Future~~~

~~Digi Campus~~ Tired...

乖，别哭。。。

回想

Bored day

忘记，或者

真的很开心~

Grace's House Party

What a shock news?? And a happy day..

我真的放开他了吗?

Wow.. Happy but tired..

我在FUMI家。。。

现在的我。。。

Go college on SAT

Tired.. Sick of presentation

Funny day~~

K歌

陈奕迅大马签唱会＋心情超级低落

很累得一天！！

大学的开心日子。。

Presentation is Over!!!

Tomorrow is our presentation~~

Why so stress??

Heart broken...

一眼万年

Wednesday night.

AiFM on-air...

Go KLCC...

I masuk hospital...

what a funny day...

Music Class..

Assignments....

Finally...My timetable is out!!!!

Sick of waiting....

TARC College - Human Monopoli Day

Start my new life in college....

I cut hair again... At Genting Klang....

Wedding Dinner... i drunk...

环保义走日 + 迎新会 + 生日会

默默的爱着他。。。

爱他，要告诉他吗？？

Hey, I am back!!

Being a facilitator for SMJK CHUNG HWA

At Day at Genting...

My Frenz at NS...

I am back from NS... Take result today!!!

I am back from NS for CNY holiday!!!!!!!!!

Wish me best of luck...

Christmas. Shopping??

Relax.... A family trip to NZX

Future~

Digi Campus Tired...